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My History: I have had a total of 7 lovers, the first 4 were fine, normal. I slept with them a few times each. THe th was very much the same at first. However during our 4th lovemaking me blindfolded me, and tied my hands down. The sex was great, the small orgasms that I had had before were nothing compared to this. I had had no previous thoughts of bondage or submission but there I was, like a drug we had more and more sex with me tied up. I was so in love with this guy, someone who could knock my socks off! I surrendered to him, and all was good. Unfortunately, he was not anymore experienced then I was and we lost sight of what is fantasy and what is reality. In an effort to make are experiences more and more intense, we slipped into a deeper and deeper into trying to prove our power exchange. I was kneeling for long periods (oh my knees, I cant do that for very long anymore). constant nudity, knife play, he wanted me to crawl through the house instead of walk. At one point to incourage this he took pins and razors and made little cuts to the souls of my feet. (we were not in a healthy relationship at that point) This is when i asked myself what am i doing here? to make a long story shorter, I suggested we talk to others and share experiances, we did and that was to varing degrees helpful. neither of us were happy the pleasure had worn off, and we were still trying old techniques to give us the pleasure that we had had. He found a girl, who was very nice to us. An experianced sub, she became his second sub. With her greater experiance she was in a way in control. Which was a nice we were back to enjoying ourselves again. I am not really bisexual but I can find women attractive. We did showers together, she taught me how to give my master a shower (yes it is obvious how to give a shower but sometimes it isn't and not to say you cant give showers in other ways... just her instruction gave it a form in which to submit that was nice) She taught him how to more effectively, and more safely whip me. All was well. But jealously raised it's ugly head, I think that in order to teach him how to be a better master or who knows why, with out telling me they had sessions together where he was her submissive, I noticed the whip makrs on his back. Jealously was on all sides, and real life issues, work stress etc, I ended up leaving them, they may have also broken up a couple of times too. I had one rebound normal vanilla sex it was good.
Now I am looking for a new relationship. Female submissives are in high demand, so I can be picky. I am better then HWP. no Doms that already have other submissives. perhapes a couple where both are dom. Perhapes a Fem dom couple, but not where the male sub is a worm. I believe the sub for me should be highly respected. No one over 12 years my Senior. No naked pictures of yourself. Please be articulate and express what you would like. I don't play well in Public this would be a more homebased activity.
I will come up with more no's I am sure.
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I am progressing along with one couple and I am enjoying myself. Good luck finding what you seek.
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So I have talked with several people experimented with a few, and got into a relationship with two couples it was the hardest thing I could think of to deside between these people... anyway I am under consideration and still enjoy talking with friends.
So I am no longer looking for anyone other then friends. thanks |
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| Age: 28 |
| Los angeles,
California |
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