Someone once asked me for 25 things.
1. Getting beautiful songs stuck in my head, feeling every syllable, every emotion, ever facet of the meanings I find within it that take me to a different place. The songs change over the years, and I find different meanings within them at different times in my life.
One of mine right now is this one:
https://www.youtube.com/embed/tXVcI_hR388
...cuz I think you're so good, and I'm nothing like you....
2. Which honestly just brings me to my next favorite thing, which encompasses number 1. Art and the fact that the interpretation is up to the viewer. The artist can try to nudge them in the direction they want, but ultimately people will view it in totally different ways. I find that amazing. It's like you're looking/listening/reading/etc a piece of art, and ALL it's parallel versions. In that, you can step through worlds.
3. Ice cream. Oh my freakin chips I love ice cream. My love for it is ridiculous. I prefer chocolate with other chocolate stuff in it, but I also like versions of butter pecan (Tillimook has a great salted caramel hazelnut). Mint chocolate chip is also a favorite, but I'll be honest, I'll eat almost any ice cream. Something about the cold creamy texture and sweetness just does it for me all the way.
4. I've discovered I just really love vaginal fisting. Oh me oh my, does it feel good when it's done to me, and so much fun to do to others! Being stretching out is so fabulous, and it makes me so sensitive and I cum so hard. And it feels awesome to have someones entire hand inside you. I've had people pull their hand out in pain, and for the most part, it's hard to feel bad because my sadistic side is so happy I could do that with my pussy. And feeling MY hand all the way inside a nice, warm pussy, and stretching and pumping it and seeing the results is just pretty damn awesome. I'm thankful for all on both sides of the coin who helped me experience these things.
5. Brussels sprouts. Yeah, you heard me, Brussels sprouts, the little tiny cabbage looking things. Fried. With garlic. They're delicious.
6. Sucking diiiiiiick. Especially, and mostly when the person is vocal and obviously enjoying themselves. Be loud and make noise when I do good things, and I'll do them more! I set a timer once and I made it an hour and a half! Props to the lovely vocal sadist attached to the cock. Sometimes I get cock lust, and just need to suck a dick and be petted, better by a Dom/me or sadist.
7. Hey just being a slut in general. It depends on my libido at the time, sometimes it's down, but when it's up, I like to go for that ride! It helps to have an escort who can help keep me safe and who enjoys helping and watching me be a slut.
8. Whips are cool. Yeah. I am selective about who I"ll let hit me with one, and I'll probably still have to be tied up and will protest and cry and scream.....but it's great. :D
9. Being self employed. I'm not rich in money, but I feel I've had time to figure some things out, and that's pretty damn valuable. I've also had opportunities to learn and try new things, and it's been amazing.
10. Damn chocolate is good. Yum. I'm going to keep sticking random food items in you can't stop me mmmmm chocolaaaaaaaaaaate. Chocolate cherries, those smashy chocolate oranges, chocolate covered toffee, chocolate with nuts....liquid or solid just chocolate chocolate chocolate!
11. Getting beaten...it all depends on the person and the implements, but damn a good beating is just...delicious. I love flying on that subspace wagon. And squirming under a sadist while they hurt me and ignore my complaining. Hehe I'm a big baby and sometimes you shouldn't listen to me. That's why I rarely use the red/yellow safewords. I totally know how to use them, and I will if needed...however, I find that most Tops I play with are very good at reading my body language, and certain squeals they recognize as "yellow", even if I don't have to speak it. I like playing with people that are able to read me like that. The energy flow is so nice in that way.
12. Cuddling. This should have been number one, but since these things aren't really in any order, I guess it doesn't matter. Man I love cuddling. I like hugs more than kisses. I just want to be wrapped up in your arms and feel safe. I want to crawl inside you like I'm a baby joey and you're my kangaroo parent. Or maybe like a TaunTaun. Yeah.
13. I really like butt stuff when my butt's not being a....butt. There have definitely been times in my life when I'm ALL about anal sex. Like PUT IT IN MY ASS NOW!! Lately, and sadly, it hasn't been that way as much...I think the whole gallbladder removal dealio fucked it up. But I still WANT to want to have my butt fucked, and I still like playing with it, I just tap out sooner. I really have enjoyed my new enema shower kit, that feels really good. So if you play with me, please understand if I beg you to finger my ass, then soon after beg you to stop. I really DID want it when we started.
14. So I thought large insertions was covered in fisting....but then I thought "nah". It's its own thing. I like getting rammed with a nice fat dildo. So much faster than hips can be with an attached cock. I like variations between about 160-200 BPM. Fuck stretching is so nice. I love my hulk dildo and I cum so hard and long when stretched.
15. Dreams. They are so much fun. Free, original movies! They don't always make sense, and I start forgetting them almost immediately, but totally worth it. I dream a lot, almost every night, and I might even dream about YOU.
16. Being submissive at your feet. For the right person, as always, and of course. The right top/Dom-me/sadist puts me in the mindset that I can't think of anything BUT to be submissive and on my knees. Being free to just obey. Not having to "think", but just please. So many feels. I'll giggle in manic happiness, I'll cry in fear that I can't be good enough, I'll sigh in contentment when you pet me, and know that I AM good enough, and that I have pleased. I swear I can literally feel neurons firing in my brain and behind my eyes when I feel like I'm being lovingly (even if that person isn't IN LOVE with me) used to my potential.
17. Coffee is so good. Oh yes. Please give me coffee. Rich, and dark, with espresso. Then yeah I'll totally add cream and sugar to it. Caffeine doesn't seem to really affect my body until I've really put a lot of it into my system. Three coffees or so in though, and I'm gonna be OVERLY ENERGETIC and happy.
18. Who doesn't like the internet? Just the fact that whenever there's an argument about a minor trivia detail, I just say "Wait! I'm gonna look it up!" and then it's settled. With the internet, it feels like almost anything I could ever want is there at my fingertips. And it basically is. I can order anything I can afford and it'll be at my house in like, two days. I can instantly contact old friends, and make new ones. I can watch nearly anything, see anything, read anything that's ever been created. The advantages of this instant technology is just....wow. imitates Squidward FUUUUUTUUUUUUUUUUUURE***
https://www.youtube.com/embed/NH0eJY95rMY
19. Cannabis. I don't want to go too much into how much I love it, but you know I do. It just helps fill in the cracks in my mind and helps keep me whole.
20. Onesies. With feet. Fuck yeah. They make me feel really little, and super comforted. Bonus if there's a buttflap and you can fuck my little pussy while I'm still dressed like a bunny or some shit. No but really, when the onesie has feet, it's like it's own sleeping bag. I could literally just lay down on the ground and go to sleep. Feels so good!
21. I like watching birds. Sounds cliche, I know. They're just so funny though! They're always bopping to the beat when they walk, and they can fly, and they have pretty colors. What's not to like about birds outside? Pet birds are different. That's kind of sad. Birds outside though...always smiling, too! And singing pretty songs. I remember being a kid in the woods listening to "chicka-dee-dee-dee-dee, chicka-dee-dee-dee-dee" over and over again, and going through my grandpa's bird book. I also really liked the blue footed booby when I was young, because it gave me a scientific excuse to say booby.
Here's a video with slutty booby's.
https://www.youtube.com/embed/z922by9_6Fw
22. Glasses. I really like glasses, especially my own. I went without them for about 6 months, and I didn't realize how much I missed them and loved them. I bought three new pair and I am happy. I can see, and I look great. It helps my reading vision, and helps correct my right eye. If you don't know, I actually have a lazy eye. It only bothers me a little. I guess since it bothers me at all, I shouldn't talk about it, because most people don't notice until I point it out, but I think it's just one of those things about myself that I feel I have to "poke fun at" or point out to you before YOU see it. I wanna own it first. I want to decide when it gets noticed. I also want to make sure you notice it sooner, rather than later. That way if you're a total butthead and don't want to fuck a lazy eyed girl you can just go away.
23.Tattoos are super cool and I wish I had more than one. Eventually. I love seeing others tattoos, and when I got mine..whoo hoo! I LOVED the feel of the needle. My body is already art, I just want to add more color to it! I have so many ideas. Once I got my first tattoo and knew that not only could I HANDLE the needle, but that I LOVED it, my ideas just EXPLODED! I want my whole right leg to be covered in cartoons (the ones on the top will be fully colored, but the ones on the bottom will just be outlines to color in with markers!) I want a mermaid/mer-octopus scene on my lower left leg, and the two koi fish swimming on the upper part of my left leg (the two scenes will be different, but will "go" together) I want "Sweet" the Dancing Demon from Buffy as my "Devil" on my left shoulder, and one of the Weeping Angels from Doctor Who on my right shoulder for my "Angel", with hazy smoke somewhat obscuring the Tardis riding through the time vortex. Somewhere on me I also want a cupcake.
24. Dancing like a fool. I love just letting the music take over my body and doing my "drunken dance". I'm a little weebily wobbly, and I'm all over the place, but who cares! No big deal! I want more! So what if the way the energy and music flows through my body doesn't conform with what people see as "good dancing". I'll do what my body wants to do, and what feels good, even if it looks silly.
25. The people around me that have helped me through my life journey, and continue to help me as I walk the path. I really couldn't have done it without you. Without you, I would be walking the "well beaten" path, straight to hell. Walking a different path is hard, because the way hasn't been cleared yet, but this way I get to CHOOSE my path, instead of just following the person in front of me.
