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I have done a reasonable amount of mild breast bondage/nipple torture, and I would say my tits are the most erogenous part of my body. If you want to get me excited, play with them, pull on them, suck them and the rest of my body will respond. The problem I have had in the past when role playing, is that I have not had a Dom who would push my limits – eg if I said stop, they would stop instantly. While I know I can stop actually stop, I wanted them to ask me if I really wanted to stop, or if I could be a good girl and keep going. Only one has ever done that, has ever made me endure the pain/shame just a little longer, making me learn my own boundaries can be pushed. only one has forced me to go bra-less in public and pull my nipples so they are obvious to passers by. Only one has ever forced me to sit with my shirt undone, breasts and nipples just visible when the wind blows my shirt. I have found someone to MAKE me do things I want to have done. To me the purpose is to make me do it myself, he holds my arms down discreetly, knowing the person walking by did indeed get an eyeful of tit because I couldn’t cover myself. Hmmm, those are the delights I will always remember. I have big tits, around 40DD. Being this size, they hang down, they sag a bit. They have never lactated until now. Although it took me a long time to say that. To me, inducing lactation is probably the strongest desire I have ever had, and have had for many, many years. I have loved the idea of working my breasts and watching tiny white droplets appear on the end of my nipple. I have wanted to have my breasts bound so hard they spontaneously leak – there is a video of a lady on the internet that epitomizes my dream situation…she is bound so hard, her breast is constantly leaking/squirting and she can’t do a damn thing about it. I have wanted to feed a partner from my tits, having him latch on and gently drain me and only one has done that. Is there anything more intimate than that? I wanted to be milked like a cow, either by hand or machine, and my Daddy cow dom has done that! I wanted to have two holes cut in a fence on a footpath, and be forced to stand with my tits in the holes, not knowing who is going to suckle on the outside of the fence. My Daddy did that and Oh my! What a rush! I wanted to have Free Milk written on my tits, and He has done that for me! Due to my long term interest, I have researched for years about lactation and how it works etc. I also have a medical background, so I am fairly well versed in how it works. I am not using drugs to simulate a pregnancy; I don’t like drugs of any kind. I am using only pumping and natural herbs to induce, along with constant pulling. It is not just the time and effort taking to bring milk in, but it something that has further requirements, like needing to be drained or express regularly, leaking breasts and the need to wear nursing pads. It’s the fact that my breasts will never be the same. It is likely the nipple will stay enlarged, the areola will stay darkened, they sag a bit more. The fact that once they have produced milk, they can do so years later, and may suddenly start lactation when I didn’t expect it. The fact that I will be likely suffering some engorgement and possible pain sometimes, the fact that my let-down reflex may kick in when I am in public. My breasts are fuller and larger I look down and see them fat and heavy with milk. I am embarrassed by wet spots on my shirt. My Dom has a schedule for draining them. MINDSET: May I also just mention that inducing lactation is hugely made up of the mental attitude towards bringing milk in? You have to think like a woman who is breastfeeding. You have to act like a woman who is breastfeeding. You have to convince your brain as well as your body that you are a milk maker. Studies have proven that if you think and act like a breast feeder, it will help lactation. So you will find that from this point on, my language will tend to reflect what my breasts are going to be used for, milk making. They won’t be breasts in my mind, they will be milk jugs, milk machines, milk makers, udders, teats or similar. I work well with humiliation, shame and the thought of being a filthy slut which is completely opposite to my vanilla life, so I always try to focus on that as well. I am terrified of getting caught in public by someone I know. I don’t want to get arrested either I might add ! I am moving on, and have found a wonderful Daddy dom to take care of me, it has been a dream come true with my Daddy Farmer as he has taught me how to lactate and once that happened, my whole world changed and I want to thank him for teaching and training me. I hope this letter will help you all find the Daddy Farmer dom of your dreams. Kudos~ Bessie

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knowsherplace
 
 Age: 38
  Virginia