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I have been on this site looking for someone to teach me the ways of the lifestyle. However, what I have found are basically men who just like to be in control over a woman. I want/need more than just some man to tell me what to do, been there done that.
I want to find a man that will mentally and physically stimulate me and I'll want to give the power I have over myself to them. I want a man who I will trust not to use the control I give him against me. I want a man who I will respect, who is strong in mind as much as body. He must be dominate mentally, I want to give myself to someone but I will have to be the one who decides who that will be.
Please, do not tell me you are the one for me, do not tell me that you know what is best for me when I do not even know you. All you are doing is pushing me away from you. As some of you have found out. I have only found one man that has kept my attention and it is only because he never pushed me or tried to "test" me. I hope to find someone like that again but who won't play games with my heart like he did.
On my "lists" I am curious about many things, and until I have experienced them or I competely understand what they are, then I do not feel I can put that I know about them or I'm any kind of expert.
If you do not like what I've said, then that is your choice... do not email me being ugly or mean, that just shows your true mentality.
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