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My name is Peter. I am almost 21 years old, and for the past six or seven years I have been absolutely enamored with the idea of giving up control to a superior female. I don't know why, but I have an incredible need to be absolutely controlled by a beautiful woman. I sincerely want to believe that I am inferior and that woman are inherently superior to men. I'm not just looking for one night of dominatrix play with a girl I'm dating. I want a relationship with a woman that is defined by the utmost reverence and deference. I would want my Mistress to control all of our funds, and control everything I do. She is the Goddess, and I am the slave.
I would want my Mistress to love me, and be able to be tender with me. I would want to be able to rest my head on her lap and have her stroke my hair and embrace me, and tell me that she loves me. If she wanted to have relations with other men, it may hurt me, but I would have no choice but to obey.
In the past couple of years I've become increasingly more interested in the idea of a religious sort of female domination. Perhaps I could literally worship my Mistress as a Goddess by praying to her and things like that. At the very least I would want her to be a Queen and myself to be a lowly peon. I would want us together to come up with a complex philosophy of female supremacy, and perhaps a complex religion where she is the Goddess. But the idea of female supremacy is absolutely vital.
Importantly it would be a careful balance between her abusing me and loving me (and when I say loving me, I mean in the way one loves a pet). I want to be controlled. I want a firm, beautiful hand to guide me. It's what I need.
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