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subwoman4U
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| I decided to cut all of the crap out of my profile. Let the BS'ers continue with that.
You'll know I'm a quality man if you meet me.
I'm married.
I'm professional. Alpha male in public. Yearning for something different in private, and it has taken me years to come to grips with this side of myself.
I still exercise regularly. (I don't mean that I go to the gym and sit on the bench press with my arms over the bars gawking at women.)
No drugs or tobacco. Wine, beer only.
My idal sub: A woman who is independent, or married and desires to find a sub to be with on a mutually agreeable basis.
Not looking for 24/7 for obvious reasons.
No set limits. Will establish those when I meet someone.
What's important to me: trust. discretion. honesty. open mindedness.
Prefer Arlington, mid cities, Ft Worth, but open to other nearby areas.
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I am traveling a lot for work this month...two days gone, two days home... I'm dragging. But I have to get my 2010 taxes done today or tomorrow, and with all of my business expenses, taxes are always a pain in the rear. Why can't we simplify the tax code in a way that will both increase revenue AND reduce red tape?? |
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people do read these entries. I've been questioned by a few people wanting to know how I could decide that I am more sub than dom. I guess everyone is on his/her own journey, and roads of life can take strange directions: sometimes slowly, and sometimes suddenly. I am not AT my destination. My road is just taking a different turn than I might have predicted. |
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I'm going another direction. Sorting through a lot of assumptions, emotions, etc. I will make contact with the sub I interviewed a couple of days ago and inform her of that fact. More on my thoughts and decisions forthcoming.
I got some good advice from a Domme I've met, for which I am appreciative. |
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Does anyone on this site actually meet? I am not sure what one has to do to actually make that happen.
Maybe I need to accept the concept that the vast majority of people on here are expressing inner, forbidden desires, but have no intention of ever carrying it out.
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I'm definitely ready to find my new sub (possibly slave). Such a busy time of year, though. I'm learning how to fly a different airplane, which takes quite a few hours of study and practice, and today I am home with my sick daughter.
Maybe at the beginning of the year I'll have time to pursue this more. It's a little frustrating on this forum, because I know that all of the women are bombarded with email.
Back to my studies and attending to my little sick one. |
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Yippee! It feels so good to feel better! Good thing I feel better, because work demands are piling up. It's like when I was working for the government, and you think your in basket is finally empty on Friday afternoon, and about 2:00 PM, in comes the pile of stuff others have left for you so they can escape on Friday afternoon with empth in baskets.
My in basket runneth over. My enthusiasm for work, however, is runneth a little under.
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I had a bad reaction to antibiotics that they gave me for some infected flea bites. Things got really bad and I ended up in the hospital for 5 days over Thanksgiving. Everything is fine now, but it's amazing how fast an allergic reation can cause your medical condition to deteriorate so quickly.
I found out that if I ever thought of penile sounding, I won't consider it anymore.
The young nurse really injured my urethra. I didn't find it the least bit funny, much less erotic!
I'm back 100% now. |
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I've been sooooo busy. Too busy. I need to get in touch with my inner Dom! I'm staying healthy, eating right, getting exercise, but not the kind of recreation I crave. |
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I rode with a local motorcycle club to Austin this weekend in honor of the fallen police officers. The ceremony honored 16 Texas peace officers who lost their lives in the performance of their duties in the last year. It was a great ride, and a meaningful ceremony. My condolences to the families of these fine men and women. |
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I've met and have been communicating with someone recently who is sincere, submissive, experienced, and attractive. We seem to be on the same page in many ways. It will be interesting to see where this leads. She has been hurt, but seems to have dealt with it well, with the support of a lot of dear friends. Updates will follow. |
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Another busy week! Had to go to classes for my professional license, but it was actually quite well presented and relevant.
I've been in contact with my spanking sub, and she's anxious to get together again, but our schedules have prevented it so far.
I do enjoy spanking her, but I'm also looking for more; I want the entire spectrum of D/s, not just ass whipping, as satisfying as that is to her and somewhat to me.
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Busy week; not much time to devote to (or even think about) BDSM and D/s. Still, I managed to eke out a little time to ponder it. Received an IM from a former spanking pal, so that's a good thing. I'm thinking that she will be needing a good spanking soon. Wonder what spanking implements she's added to her collection since we last played. :))
Leaving tomorrow for business in Raleigh/Durham. Another Holiday Inn. Sigh... I know the pictures in the rooms before I get there. I'm betting on the seascape or the sailboat picture. |
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vacation was so nice. Just returned from Oregon and Washington. It was cool and breezy, and we slept under the stars. Water skiing, canoeing, swimming in clear, deep, blue lakes, hiking... BBQ'ing.. it was wonderful. |
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lately I've received several emails from men who want to be dominated. I guess I am flattered. I think it would work if I had a female to assist me in dominating a man. I find a cuckhold situation to be quite interesting. |
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I made contact tonight with an old friend who is a sub in the sense that she loves being spanked on the bare ass. When we played last, she had suggested that perhaps she wanted more out of the relationship than just spanking, but at the time, I just wanted to spank. So I backed off. Sigh... What can I say about stupid moves? She now has a new Dom, and they're quite happy together. Good on her! They've moved on to more serious BDSM activities together. |
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First entry in my journal, and I've been a member several months now! A number of entries from long time members reflect a dislike or disrespect for "newbies." I can understand a desire to submit to an experienced Dom, but... we all have to start somewhere.
I am handicapped in the D/s world because I am married to a woman who wants nothing to do with it. We're great partners in many areas, but if i am going to do D/s, it has to be not talked about. In counseling a while back, she stated that she does not want to know anything about this part of my life, and so, regrettably, she will not.
About a month ago, I met a woman at a work related function, and with the benefit of liquid inhibition remover (some red wine), our conversation turned matters of romance and sexuality. After a while, it bacame apparent that we are both interested in D/s relationships. Not sure if this will go anywhere, but it was exciting to discretely discuss in that setting.
I have not had a real D/s relationship for a few years; it was wonderful while it lasted. She and I were both married, and not getting our emotional and physical needs met.
I look forward to meeting a friend here on this forum, and to learning more about the community from reading posts and various links.
Please say hello, whether you're in the DFW area, or anywhere else you might be!
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| Age: 27 |
| Sofia,
Bulgaria |
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