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| I really want to be able to call myself the perfect sub and worthy of being an owned slave...that is my goal, a thought that has not left my head since childhood, but I am not there yet. I have pretty much done the vanilla path well, a good guy, an educated professional, popular, personable....but I sincerely always wanted more,...i can't wait any more. The constant desire to be who I am, the preoccupation with the thought of total submission, to be fulfilled by serving and obeying, the preoccupation with everything in the lifestyle has consumed me.
I can say that my sincere desire, total willingness, and open minded commitment to growing towards this destiny is unquestionable. I am not here looking to just play arround or corespond with people, I need to dive into this and begin the journey.
With that said, I really want, need to move forward towards this goal. I am have some experience, enough to know what I am commiting to, and the desire to move forward whole-heartedly. I am not here to state my expectations, or my limits, I must trust in you. I have to believe in where ever this takes me will be in the direction I have always seek inevitable.
Yes, I am not the twenty-something cover of GQ magazine, but there is something real good inside of this applicant.
I look look for Your guidance training and direction, I will strive not to disappoint either of us. I again will state that all has been good for me in all other aspects of my life...but I can nolonger accept the fact that I am not following the path I have craved for years.
I am excellent raw material, motivated and sincere, wanting nothing more than to strive towards perfection.....but that can't happen without YOU SEEING AND TAKING THIS POTENTIAL. Please.
Thank You
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