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* UNDER FORMAL CONSIDERATION*
* NO LONGER TAKING NEW REQUESTS*

I am one of the rare and one of the true -- I am a real slave who seeks to be collared by an Owner or Owners for whom I can totally and completely give myself, hopefully for the rest of my life -- mind, body and soul. I desire to be a live-in kajira (female slave) for somebody who desires total power exchange – which mean I would do anything and everything you wish. And I mean anything and everything. Total control. Hopefully forever.

Maintaining control of me is relatively easy – encourage me to love you, then let me know I'm pleasing you. I'm an extremely loving, compassionate person, and I seek to be allowed to give of myself in total love – to actually become love personified for somebody. By doing that, my life would be ecstasy simply by knowing I am making you happy and giving you what you desire.

Some people say total power exchange isn't real. It is for me, and it is for several other women I know who have been or are now in similar relationships. We may not be normal, but we're real. And I need to be owned by somebody that will understand that and realize what I'm giving them – which is everything.

I am willing to move anywhere in the world for a person who will own me completely, somebody who will not just control me but care for me and protect me. I am willing to be totally dependent in that regard, in that a person can do whatever they wish to ensure that I will stay with them forever. Leashing me to a wall is just one of a myriad of ideas in that regard. The possibilities are many.

Now for the specifics about me. There are many interesting features, and I recommend you read to the ending to get an understanding of who I am.

I am 45 years old, Caucasian with black curly shoulder-length hair. I weigh 190 pounds, but I'm actually in quite good physical shape – I am a bit stocky and muscular, but in a way that I feel will make me even more beneficial to the right Owners.

The reason I have not included a photograph is because in a few months I will be having plastic surgery done on my face in Chicago by one of the most renown plastic surgeons in the world. As things are now, I look fair. But after examining my facial structure in person, the surgeon has told me that he will not just make me look pretty, but, to quote him, “I can make you stunning.” At the same time, I will be receiving breast implants. As a result this fall I will look very beautiful and sexually appealing, and quite different than how I look today.

This could be an opportunity of a lifetime for an Owner who truly wishes to be able to shape their slave's body to looking exactly how they desire. If you own me (and, I would hope, help finance the surgery), you will be given full power regarding how I will look. I will give you full information about my surgeon, and you can discuss with him the possibilities. Fully lips. Smaller nose. Larger (or smaller) breasts. Anything you desire regarding my new features would be in your control. But then, my entire life, my mind and my soul would be yours, so my body would be just one part.

And, yes, as indicated by the name I use here, I consider myself a kajira at heart. I am very well versed in Gorean philosophy, and I have lived online in a Gorean simulation in a virtual reality known as SecondLife for more than two years. I would encourage prospective Owners to obtain a free account to SecondLife and meet me there for a chance to directly interact with me in a way simple words cannot fulfill. I will give my online name to prospective Owners who show a seriousness in desiring to potentially own me.

It may interest some potential Owners to know that I have an IQ of 160 -- I am a member of Mensa and formally considered to be a genius. I am very creative -- I am currently working on a Werewolf novel -- and I love discussing philosophy. I also love the outdoors, and I greatly enjoy camping and being in the heart of nature. With that I have a strong but unusual spiritual philosophy. I will happily discuss all of that and more with serious perspective Owners.

I have discussed my offer at length online with one prospective Owner already, and I am willing to give to you a copy of our conversation to help you understand how completely I wish to be owned. Here is a snippet from that conversation:

[2008/07/05 17:41] : as I said, I would control every single aspect of your life... when you get up, how much sleep you will get, what you eat and drink, how you dress, when you talk , when you pee, even if you breathe or not. That would be your role.

[2008/07/05 17:41] ColoradoKajira: That would be more than my role. It would be my very existence

[2008/07/05 17:41] : and you would have to work, cook and serve me.

[2008/07/05 17:42] ColoradoKajira: I would love that. In every way.

[2008/07/05 17:42] : good, that is the right way to see it

[2008/07/05 17:42] ColoradoKajira: Knowing I was bringing you happiness would give me joy in all I had to do for you. I love to cook, by the way. And I take pleasure in cleaning

[2008/07/05 17:43] : that way I can concentrate on my work and the really important things in life.

[2008/07/05 17:44] ColoradoKajira: That would be the purpose of my life. To enhance yours however I can. And in ANY way I can. No matter how trivial or unusual

Nothing is perfect though, and there will be some issues that would need to be addressed. But all of them can be overcome if we both with to make this happen.

The first issue: My brain is female, but my plumbing is male. I have been tested by doctors and psychologists, and it has been shown that I neurologically have a woman's brain, but it is housed in a man's body. As a result, my brain is wired to believe that my body is differently shaped than it is, and as as a result, I have felt strong impulses, instincts and desires of a woman in ways that cannot be fulfilled in a male body. My brain even causes muscles to react in certain ways that a male's body is not designed for. I plan to finally remedy the situation within the next year, first by the facial surgery and breast implants, and then by genital surgery from a doctor in Thailand who is considered one of the best male-to-female surgeons in the world. I am woman in mind now – I think and feel and have all the emotions and desires of a woman – and within a year (or sooner if I obtain the financial backing more quickly) I will have the body of a very attractive and sexy women in every way.

The second issue: I have two children, a girl and a boy ages 6 and 9. I am divorced and share custody with their other parent. If I were to move away, we could resolve the issue in several ways, such as them spending the summers with me in my Owner's home. It would be especially wonderful for the children if my Owner lived in Europe or another country as that would give my children a chance to see the world from a different light than they would if they were stuck in Colorado suburbia all their lives.

The third issue: I have to help my former spouse financially in caring for the children and supplying basic needs. If my Owner was not able to support them financially, I would most likely need to have a job outside of my Owner's home for that purpose. I would, however, be willing to do ANYTHING my Owner desires of me to provide an income. Let me state that again: I would do ANYTHING to assist my Owner financially through any employment chosen for me. Being as I would be my Owner's total slave in every way, such would simply be another aspect of my life under my Owner's control

In exchange for accepting these three issues, my Owner would have a healthy, beautiful woman as a total and complete slave, owned both mind and body, possibly forever.

I will give more specific details regarding my situation, including a photograph of how I look now and other aspects of my life, to potential Owners who are seriously interested in obtaining me as their property.

Safe paths to all who seek to collar and own me. I wish you beauty and joy.

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missdominantt
 
 Age: 41
 NASSAU, Bahamas