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Well it has been some time since I posted anything on here. This is because there has been no luck in our search for like minded people. Or eye are still open to finding new and exciting people to make friends with, so if youre still out there, were still here and waiting for you. |
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UPdate: i get letters everyday, from people who dont read my journals or even my profile. i dont want dom men, i dont want anyone who isnt from nebraska. its just pointless and im not interested in chatting only.
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It has been all summer and still no one really impressive. First, I am here to find either a female or a couple. No single guys.
Second, If you arent in omaha, lincoln or CB, please dont bother. we arent traveling.
I would love to find a couple we can make friends with.
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ugh,what is wrong with people on here? Be normal! I'm starting to wondering how useful this place is. |
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Slowly but surely i can tell im changing. its hard to let go, but it will happen in due time. Im so excited about who I could become. |
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*clears throat* I do not wish to recieve emails from single lonely Doms. I have a Master. I'm not looking for another. So, READ MY PROFILE BEFORE EMAILING ME!!! |
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I broke a rule, I was grounded for 24 hours! a time out he said. it drove me crazy. |
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Last night,He put his hand around my neck,pressed firmly and whispered "Remember when you use to be afraid?" It was so....freeing. Thats what its about to me. To not be afraid, to let go of all the fear. to be owned by someone is to be fearless,total confidence in the others control,chioce,decision. Knowing that each role,is nothing without the other. I've never wanted to treated badly,not....demeaned....though I will indulge him,because i do like pain. but what i really like is the weight,the burden of society being lifted off my shoulders,being allowed to be me,without id,ego,or super ego, last night i felt so close to being something more by becoming something less. I guess I cant explain. |
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My master doesnt like all these dominant single males messaging me. I dont either. |
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any training idea for me? |
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ok, how do you find local groups? |
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still not collard. but i dont mind because it will happen in time, when hes confident,when ive been trained. sometimes I think about feminism and being a bottom, the conflict between what society says is supposed to make me feel empowered and what actually does make me feel empowered. i mean, i guess i cant explain it. |
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anyone know of any munches in the omaha area or somewhere close? |
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i feel like this is almost pointless. i dont want cyber sex. get it? stop trying to top me online,thats just dumb. you dont have to be a weirdo to like bdsm. |
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still searching for the right people...... |
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being young does not mean i am stupid. I'm really tired of not being treated with respect by people on here..... |
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So, I'm curious; where are all the girls from nebraska? I can't be the only one...... |
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Ok, here we go, first lil rant. if you are not within a 40 miles raduis of my city, I'm really not interested, unless you just want to talk. I am not here to have cyber sex,phone sex, or sex with people I don't know and without my masters permission. DO NOTmessage me if you want anything of those things and are using this site asa way to find sex instead of exploring your lifestyle. Speaking of which, I've never called him master before. how should I start? Something tellsme we arent doing this right. I really need another sub to talk to. I'm so willful and dont want to be , I suppose it could be fear keeping me from giving up control. I really want too. |
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I woke up like 11 minutes ago. Its a beautiful day.wonder what I'll do with it...... |
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I need to be punished. bad. its driving me crazy! |
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