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This is something i wrote in 12th grade
Connected by fate; Bound by blood
A demon from hell sent down from above
In this morbid fairytale there is no happy end
Because with that first kiss you began to descend
The hatred for Him is hard to ignore
Yet this hatred is something you've come to adore
Born from your hidden darkest desire
A small spark inside that would soon become fire
You hate how he saw through the mask that you wore
How one word from him could shake your very core
"Surrender" the word that you so longed to hear
The word that brings with it the inevitable fear
Fear of letting yourself truly be free
And letting someone see who you need to be
And yet even though this hatred seeps from every pore
You return to your knees and still beg for more
Now four months after your journey began
You proudly display his irremovable brand
The brand that he burned into the flesh of your thigh
The final surrender it is to signify
Blood boils within every vein
With every touch your spite tugs at its chains
You tell Him you hate every night when you cry
But he sneers at you and knows that you lie
You hate Him because you know that He's right
You know its at yourself, all of your spite
You will never admit it and so from every word it drips
But as you lie next to Him those three words fall from your lips.
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