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I was introduced to this lifestyle by my X.
Here is a snippet to explain:
He's naked, bound, gagged and blind folded in the position that I choose. My bag of tricks is laid out methodically and within reach. My sole purpose in this session is to not have him sense anything other than what I give him. Not a breeze of air. Not a movement of bed. He can hear. I allow that, but its a selfish choice....he will do what he's told. He can smell but that also is selfish.....I want him to smell the leather. Anticipation begins
I am unsure if the excitement is because I know that I am going to be giving him the pleasure that he requires to feel complete or if its the idea that all the choices are mine ( but agreed upon) and that's what I require to feel complete.
I believe I am a switch that Dominates 80% of the time, but unsure is not a lie. I like to please too much.
I am new but well on my way to discovering and being honest with myself. I would love to chat with like minded people. I am also looking for an open person who could mentor me in through his time of self realization and understanding.
Knowledge is power and the more I learn the more confidence I gain.
Remember:
"Never underestimate the power of a kiss placed on the back of a woman's neck"
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