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As i sit here listening to the rain i realize i haven't put anything thoughtful here in a while.
I'm still around, just been busy with school work and life.
But yet i'm still missing my other half, i just haven't found the one who will balance my scales yet.
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People worry me sometimes. I got a message from a good friend who peruses CM from time to time. she tells me "i saw your new SN on CM." I was totally taken back, because i have no need for a new name. So if anyone sees my fake other half let me know please.
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I have decided I really dislike snow today. Getting into a car accident didn't help my dislike of snow either. If it didn't happen I would be working right now delivering pizza. Climbing over snow and more.
I would rather the accident never happened and that I was at work. Because of the weather and that is is a Friday, I would have taken in a lot of tips. Which would be nice to put towards another car.
I wonder what I could have done wrong for this Karmic Lashout. Maybe I took too much joy in seeing Karma finally being returned to my former Boss. its certinally something for me to Muse about.
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I've been feeling intensly Sensual and dipping into my sub space as of late. part of it scares me because i haven't felt this was in a long while. Its almost like feeling virginal again. I almost wonder if i can be a propper submissive again after being in the Dominate state of mind for so long.
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Ha, people make me wonder sometimes. How is it that 30-40 year old people act like 16 year olds when they don't get their way?
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Pet peeves..
1. Don't tell me i'm hot. Its nice to know i'm good looking but please i have a mind learn about be befor telling me i'm hot.
2. sub bois i don't mind you as just friends but NO i don't want you to serve me. Don't even ask cause i won't answer.
3. if your a Dominat, let me decide that. As a switch i am very picky about who i submit too.
4. i'm not here for sex, i'm here to connect.
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I always wonder and debate what i could put on here. but i find just putting what is on the top of my mind makes most sense. As i'm talking and reading more and more email i find myself wondering what i am i really looking for. i guess i what i want to do is feel like i have really done a lot in my life. Knowing i still have a lot to try.
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