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Looking for a LTR. I don't want to "play". I don't want a cybersex partner. I want someone to guide me further into this lifestyle and to spend my life with. I'm insecure, so I get jealous and don't want to share you with anyone else. I am not service oriented, but I will try to please you. I need lots of attention and approval, although, I do have a strong rebellious streak. Once I get attached to something/someone I have a hard time letting go.
I'm fairly new to all of this. No real life experience even though I have been fantasizing about it since I was a child. And even though I fantasize about a man totally controlling me, I fight it. Perhaps it is inexperience or my difficulty with trust. I am usually happy to do what I am asked, but rebell a bit when told to do something.
Sexually I am not very experienced. However, in this area I am completely submissive and ready and willing to please you in whatever way I can. I have a very active libido and have a hard time imagining not wanting sex at any time. However, age, medications, or what ever have made it so my body does not always respond to my desires. I am very curious and have tried quite a few things on my own. There is little I am not open to. However, I am still way to inexperienced to have a good handle on my limits.
Socially, I am very introverted. I am very much a homebody. I like getting together with other people in small groups at the most. I also love the outdoors - camping, the beach, swimming in the river. I am not physically fit at this time, so I'm not prepared to participate in more active endeavors.
I tend to be pretty liberal in my outlook. My spiritual leanings are pagan. I am intelligent, over educated and fairly curious about most things. I have a very active imagination and tend to live in my head rather than the real world, but I can be practical too. It would be good to have someone to anchor me and ground me a bit.
I love the area I am living in, but I might be willing to relocate for the right Master.
I'm single, never married, no children.
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