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| Many ask, when or how did you know? I just did and from a very young age.
My thoughts were never of the silly boys. But of the men who were strong, self assured and in control of everything around them. The first time a man took me and guided me I was hooked and there was no going back. The more control he took, the more I needed to give. Without his approval I felt starved.
As the years went on my search took me to many different places. Not all of them great. I am sure you can imagine, there were those that wanted to hurt for the sake of hurting, took for the sake of taking but every now and then there was one who guided, pushed limits and taught me what i was capable of, while making me crave more. But with each one, I learned more and more about myself and what I needed. At times it scared me and at times it intrigued but it always consumed me.
I am still searching for that One. The One who will take me and make me His, thus completing me. Allowing me to get lost once and for all in my role, with no turning back.
If this is you, I can't wait to begin. You can't be my first but you might be my last.
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