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Cinereous

I'm usually rather verbose, so I'll try to keep this to the point. I'm very experienced in online play, and I'm trying to fulfill my craving for new experiences on the fleshy side of the digital divide. I very much lean towards submission, though I'm not interested in someone who's only interested in my money, as I'm not really affluent enough to afford unreasonable luxuries. If you would like to keep things strictly sexual, I'm okay with that, but I am really looking for someone or multiple someones who can provide mutual affection and companionship, especially the kinkier variety. I'd really like to find someone near my age willing to eventually meet face to face, but I enjoy making new friends (and lovers) even over great distances, so above all, please don't be afraid to message me. Oh and as for pictures, ask! You might just get some. I have some self esteem issues but I'm really not all that unattractive, I've been told. I'm rather forward, but I adore a dominant who approaches their submissives, rather than expecting them to fall into their lap. It shows a drive for action and exploration. Even with those I dominate myself, I enjoy the company of kindred, curious spirits. So please, strike up a conversation! Well so much for brevity. As for myself, there's countless things to tell and innumerable more ways to describe them. I'm not some one dimensional, poorly scripted character. Like most human beings, a single word or idea can't really catch all of my aspects, and I understand the same of others. That said, I'm a self-declared introvert, intellectual, philosopher, and nerd, and medically diagnosed with more psychological conditions then you can shake a stick at. I consider myself very much composed and functional, but taming my anxieties and eccentricities is a constant effort. I enjoy the company of both dedicated thinkers and mental aberrants like myself, but 'normal' is interesting in it's way, too. Please, feel free to take inconsequential, topic-leaping, thought-provoking tangents in our conversations. I love the sensation of that little twist into the profound. Please note that if you're the sort that demands a picture, utter control over every aspect of my life, inherent and unreasonable 'superiority' over me, and/or the lint at the bottom of my wallet, our interest is not mutual, and hopefully my heinous wall of text has dissuaded you long before you've reached this attack on your precocious majesty. Learn to keep it in game and have safe boundaries if you'd like to associate with me, even, or perhaps especially if you're a lifestyler and are interested in taking me with you. However, if you've a capacity for wit, warm affection, a bent for roleplay, and perhaps a hunger for that particularly delectable brand of suffering, you are what I want. A relationship, a friend, a lover, an owner, or, maybe, if we truly match up, a toy for my entertainment and your own bliss.
12/24/2013 9:34:30 PM

This is a shot in the dark, but I suppose I'm looking for a domme. Are there any ladies out there who can dish out discipline and affection in equal and appropriate measure? I'd like someone I could really get to know, someone who's interested in a real relationship, not just a bedroom servant or wallet on legs, someone I can adore and service with real joy, both sexually and otherwise. I'm pansexual, but in really rather picky with my masculine partners, to be honest. I'd also greatly prefer someone near my own age. Over 40 is probably a little too weird for me.

Collar me? Please?

 

Aching for you,

Cinereous

Fidestinyne
 
 Age: 48
  New York