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this is girls first journal entry.... girl would like to introduce herself a bit more and possibly clear a few things up...
girl has been out of the lifestyle for 10-12 years... girl lived a 24/7 TPE Master/slave relationship from 1997-2001, when she was released due to her Master being diagnosed with cancer, the choice was His girl fought Him on His decision but girl finally gave in and left. He choose to release girl because He did not want girl to see Him sick. girl still stays in contact with Him on occasion. After girls release, she was destroyed, lost and hurt. girl decided to move away, try to move on, girl ended up in a very vanilla relationship and married that man. girl rather live miserable than to feel the pain of losing a Master again. In June 2012, girl decided that she can not live the lie anymore and left her vanilla husband and relocated to PA with her teenage daughter in July 2012. girl chose Saylorsburg because she has friends and family in the area to lean on for support with starting over.
girl is in search for a Master again. One that understands her need for a TPE 24/7 Master/slave relationship. One that understands that a relationship of this magnitude needs trust, love, loyalty, respect and communication. One that understands that this relationship is 90% mental. any man can bind a woman's flesh, it takes a Master to bind a slave's mind and spirit.
girl is not looking to be a weekend warrior or someones dirty little secret... if girl just wanted dick and a quick spanking, girl can get that by going to the local bar and picking someone up.
if you chose to contact girl, please be respectful, girl has no time to deal with fakes, players, wanna bes, or anyone that has read any of BDSM porn books and thinks now you are experienced and this is what you want...
Have a blessed day....
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