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“Sex is kicking death in the ass while singing.” - Charles Bukowski.
I go by Christina. Not my given name, but it might as well be.
Straight up, I have a wonderful boyfriend, and he does know I'm here. He's the best thing to ever happen to me, and I won't trade him in for anyone. I need affection/attention, and not always in good ways. My feelings get hurt easy and I cry but I'm also crazy fun and that totally makes up for it. I don't know exactly what I believe in right now, but I'll figure it out maybe down the road. I'm tattooed and pierced, both make me very happy. I adore dumb jokes and lame punch lines, they make me laugh.
I'm also bipolar with a couple other issues, so you probably shouldn't email me if that bothers you. I don't mind talking about my "illness" (as in; I'm not embarrassed to be bipolar,) but I have more to talk about than just that and I would appreciate it if that was respected.
I'm more dominant than submissive but I love a strong man, definitely someone bigger then I am. A switch is fine, but I need someone to dom me, I cannot domme men. I'm not too hardcore, but I'm open to trying new things. You can always message me if you'd like to know more. I'm not a sadist, or too extreme, I prefer the mental aspect of submitting for someone who makes me want to do it, not because they say I have to. (I'm not as badass as I'd like to think I am.)
I have a cam and am willing to verify for the right person but not the second you email me, it will take time for me to feel comfortable. I also don't use the chat on here so please don't send me requests, I will always decline them. I'm currently only looking for friends, especially around my area but I am open to meeting people from all over.
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Life's trying to get in the way but I'm bigger then that. |
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Red Mercedes by Charles Bukowski
Naturally, we are all caught in down moods, it’s a matter of chemical imbalance and an existence which, at times, seems to forbid any real chance at happiness. |
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Been crazy around here, but I adore it. |
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Gonna be a long day, but a good one. |
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Totally want to be taken over DomDaddyBrad's knee. |
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Drunk? Yes. Excellent? Yes. |
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Absolutely heartbroken today. |
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Can't wait to have pictures taken this week! Super stoked. |
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Back again, third time lucky, let's see who I can find. <3 |
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Oh god I have school in a few hours and I can't sleep, tonights just not as great as it could be. |
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It's good to be back, it's good to begin a new year. I'm so excited to see how things go. |
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Lets get our shit packed and get the hell outta town. |
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There's nothing like spashin' in the river, cliff jumping, and floating in the rapids. |
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Things are looking up, don't wanna jinx it. |
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And maybe you should just let me go, before I destroy everything we've done together. But that could destroy me. |
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I havnt decided where I stand. |
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Fuck trying to make things right. Fuck changing who I am. Fuck pretending I give a shit anymore. Fuck looking good. Fuck going to bed. Fuck stupid meaningless petty conversations. Fuck trying hard. Fuck Facebook. Fuck having a job. Fuck I love you. |
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There's so many emotions with us, nothing is every easy. Theres the passion I want, and the fury, everything explodes with feeling. |
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You talk and tell, but never speak. You talk about emotions, but never show your own. |
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Hope floats; grab the strings and pull it back. |
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Things are getting ready to change, starting to move on. Curious about what'll happen, terrified things will crash and burn. Not willing to stop what's in motion, gonna give it my all; with or without you. |
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This is how I'm gonna roll: no more running from life, hiding from my fears, or looking the other way. There's no time to waste, I'm going after what I want, and what I want is you. |
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| Age: 43 |
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Massachusetts |
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