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I am in a committed hetero relationship. I am however interested in pursuing a relationship of some sort be it casual or more with a female who is comfortable. I am not particularly interested in sharing you with him or him with you, as I'm a brat and don't care for men and women together. Threesomes make me uncomfortable. But I am very interested in exploring my interest in women.
I have more photos. But no naughty ones. I'm camera shy.
Please no men.
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Life is peachy. Just need somemore friends and my car to get fixed then everything would be happy. |
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My head hurts and my body is sore. Because I'm so utterly exhausted with life. Just life in general. Nothing specific. I hate that I can't find a job. I hate that I keep loosing things lately. I loose my keys all the time. I think I lost a set of keys to my grandfathers lincolin and I lost my fucking wallet. MY entier life is in my wallet. My SS card, my license, my insurance card. All my friends phone numbers... and I can't find it. At all.
I applied for social security. They said it'd take 120 days to be processed. My dad said they almost always decline the application the first time and that if they do that he has a good lawyer that will help me out. But the office told me to go downtown and apply for general assistance. I can't do that without ID and that sucks.
I don't have any gas or any money. I want to move but I have no income so I can't. I wish I could live with Jermaine. I want to so bad.
I wish someone would just... be compassionate and just... try to help. I donno. It's a spoiled thought and realistically I know I'll never find anyone willing to spend their hard earned money on me and not get my love of physical affection back. But I can't give that to anyone... not anyone but the one man I know who can't do those extra things for me. Some one that'll fill my gas tank once in a while. Buy me a new outfit for special ocassions. Buy me new shoes... Things like that. Just little stuff. I don't want all of anyones money. I just wish so badly I had some money to spend on myself.
I weigh 180 pounds and I've dropped eight sizes. I don't have any clothes that fit me, that weren't given to me by my mother. Which means, essentially, my mother picks out my clothes. And that's disgusting cause never in my LIFE has she chosen what I wore. When I was a chiild my grandmother did. And then I did it myself when I was ten and up. And now, I haave no choice. I've lost weight so quick and I don't have any money that the only thing I can do is take her left overs and try to feel like myself. And I don't... I want to buy things I like. Things I want to ware... not things I have to ware. I want clothes I'll feel like myself in. Not clothes that make me look like her. |
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| Age: 33 |
| Houston,
Texas |
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