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In my search for happiness I have found a lot of pain. In my search for pain I have found a lot of happiness.

I am a Switch, mostly dominant with many years of active experience on both sides of the whip.

Poly-Amory.

182/67, Athletic.

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Honest, visible, clever, sharp, charismatic, wild, strong, warm, passionate, sexual, full of conflicts and non conformal. High emotional intelligence, mystical, see right through people but watch out for their privacy. Walk on the edge but always keep one foot on the ground. I love intimacy and sex, but can’t stomach one night stands. Hate drama and don’t play games. “Scratched” but in a way that can be tolerated. I am connected to my feminine side but I am also a strong man. I like being at home but I am also the king of the dance floor. I am mature but also childish. I am hard aggressive and rough but also tender compassionate warm empathetic and a hopeless romantic. Jump among the flowers but actually a one women man, and used to live together.

Getting to know me is like a rollercoaster ride, not recommended to those with a weak heart.

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Sometimes one has to endure much in order to appreciate the small little moments of happiness in life.

10/30/2008 11:36:28 PM

The alien invasion

The alien invasion is already here, very quite, without a lot of media noise, without somebody paying attention, they arrive, one after the other, go out of a side street, and join the crowd, and mix among the street people, without being noticed. They have no special look, they don’t even share the same appearance, they don’t even share the same characteristics, and they are not alike almost in any manner. At start, they don’t share any common specialty, maybe that what makes them stand out of the crowd, the fact they don’t stand out, in a way they luck any special characteristic. I would not define them as astonishing beautiful or even as outstanding chicks, or even as amazingly sexy. They are just somehow ordinary, from those you don’t pay attention to. They share another important characteristic, they appear from nowhere, and they can’t be hunted, they are the hunters. They mark a target, and in a very special way, in a very gentle way, but in a way you can’t misunderstand, they approach their target, and just stand by it. They had picked you, and made sure you will know that, in their very special and gentle way, and any additional actions are not required.

 

At that point, you find yourself suddenly noticing them, watching. And at that point, just as from nowhere, suddenly, they are painted with special unique characteristics, but not just any, a special one just as you like. They read that special qualities you are seeking, and start evolving to it. These qualities start appearing in them, one step at a time. You are watching that evolution, one step at a time, astonished, how come you haven’t notice them before. That is the point that they were different before, before they had evolved toward you, to your taste. The oddest thing of them all is that the change is also visual. This may seems impossible at start, that she can adjust her visual look to your taste. Even so it doesn’t seem possible, it is, it is exactly the way with those aliens.

               

It is not only the visual that change, it is far beyond that. They are carefully watching you, learn what you like and need, and they adjust everything toward you. Just like as a sponge that adjusts its shape toward you. What is more amazing in that phenomena, that they don’t really act as sponge, they come with their own personality, which is not the same as you would like them to be. They come fully loaded with intelligence, amazing ability to learn, and huge amount of mental flexibility. They also come with a lot of passion, uninhibited sexuality, longing. They just love being taken, being formed, it makes them feel great, and they let you know that fact, and ask you to continue. But they also come with a lot of strength that is built in those alien abilities. They are very attentive to your emotional baggage, to the way you think it should be, and they evolve towards it, in a very effective way, very fast, but slow enough, so you will feel that you are the one who is making that change, that you put effort into it, that you posses a very important role in that change. The top bizarre thing among them all is that it is actually true, but somehow, it is their special ability to change in that way is the main factor of them all.

 

Not too many days go by, and you find yourself almost with the subject of your dreams. Almost enough that almost completely, but also almost enough, that you don’t feel alone there, that there is a woman in front of you, that she is what she is, regardless of what you are or what you want. They evolve in such a way, that you are watching them, and keep asking yourself, how come you haven’t notice them before. Because they are so amazing that it is completely incredible. What is more incredible in that “thing” is that they are amazing not only in your eyes, but also to every one around. This is the thing, that the one that amaze you amaze also everybody else. It is the subject of your dreams as the ideal woman, so much so, that it is completely amazing.

 

You ask yourself, how can that happen? How come that change is so deep? How can that be? So this is exactly so, that it can happen only with those aliens and this is exactly their uniqueness. It is that ability of them to adjust themselves from almost every aspect and to become so amazing for you. Believe me, even so it doesn’t make sense, that those aliens with loving an caring hands becomes to be such an amazing beautiful and powerful women, in such a breathtaking way, that everybody around wants to cry, when they sees them.

 

This non odd fact, that when you posses enough patient, and a pure love in your heart, each such alien, becomes to be such an amazing and breathtaking flower. They doesn’t come that way, they come raw, but with the right care, they are yours, they become the subject of your dreams.

 

Now they are everywhere, without that we noticed, they are many, one by one, and another one, and they dissolve here. It will not take long, and they will rule the world, witchcraft it all. I have been witchcraft already, and you? Yes you, you are on your way so be aware you all. The alien invasion is here, and they take prisoners and witchcraft them, completely. There is no way back from these witchcraft, it is permanent. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

 

I love submissive woman so much; it makes me feel so good, deep into my soul.
10/18/2008 1:06:08 AM

The Last of the Mohicans

 

Once there was a Mohicans tribe. They had honor, they had tradition, they had ceremonies, and they had rituals. They were great warriers, they had amazing women, and they had plenty of wide open spaces filled with all the good, simply a great place to hunt. They had respect to the hunted animals and the hunted animals respected them. There was respect among the hunters and also respect among the hunted animals.

 

Slowly the civilization had arrived, with worriers holding brand new guns, which had just being bought in the local weapon store. Those guns had no tradition, and no history. Those new hunters had also machine guns constructed on a tripod attached to their car. It is so much easier to hunt with a machine gun. They arrived with shining vehicles with nickels and all, from the best shining vehicles in the top of the line agencies.

 

The new hunters did not care about tradition, about honor; they had no respect to the hunted animals, those that they hunted and all the rest. The animals felt the disrespect to them, and even they are hunted by nature; they leaved the area and looked for a better placed to live, far from the new vehicles main roads. Those who remain in the area were slaughtered without honor.

 

In the distant places, far from the main roads where the new vehicles ride, still rides the Mohicans. They Sit steep on there horses, holds a rich tradition gun, and hunt with honor. Only few Mohicans were left, they had been diminished. You don’t see many of them, especially if you ride on the main roads. But they are definitely out there, on the side dirt roads and there is honor there and lots of it, among the hunters and to the hunted animals.

 

The last of the Mohicans,

And as for me, I have great respect for them.
psychoticsub
 
 Age: 27
 Canada