I'm looking for someone who would want to participate in one of these things:

1.

Combining a fearful situation with an exhilaration pleasure:

sex amidst active fireworks,

while stealing expensive things,

or under precarious dangerous looking structures.

This is not pain, but the fear of pain or distress, challenged by pleasure.

This is mutual. We feel this together.

I don't control you, and you don't control me

2

Constricting spaces,

We constrict ourselves into spaces that either we cannot get out of, or are difficult to move inside, tight, narrow, boxes, small rooms, we rope each other up, lock each other inside, You have to love small spaces, not because you are curious, but because you feel you belong there. I want to be constricted with you.

3.

Shape shifting desire

This is not about gender or sexual manipulation. This is an underlining impossibility of an emotional consistency within a single body. We do not play roles. We are potentially anything. I do not lust you, and we cannot seduce what we can't identify. We are seduced by the third, and the third is not a person, but an externalized form that seduces us together. We are trying to reach an ecstatic state by finding an erotic impulsion within own physical unknowns.

If you want to try any of these things we should meet.