I think it is time to take a nod to Kierkegaard and present myself as authentically as I can, though I realize my views are distorted by my own perceptions of myself and to know wether they ring true you must get to know me.
I chose switch because though I am usually dominant I have a deep desire to submit to the right person. Note that line please, to the right person, not just some random joe schmuck who thinks all they have to do is puff their chest and beat on it a bit and ill fall to my knees trembling.
I want to find the right guy that I may submit to. Someone who is able to be vanilla at times while still being my master. I want to serve him and make him happy but at the same time he needs to actually care for me and protect me.
I believe that submission is a gift. I seek what is probably impossible.
I seek someone that I may submit to, love, and someone whom I may spend my life attempting to make them obscenely happy. I want someone whom can protect me, I do not expect you to protect me or be strong all the time, that is inhuman. Do not fear sharing your weaknesses with me, if you trip I will help you, if you fall I will try to catch you.
I also absolutely delight in intelligence, oddly enough it turns me on to even talk to a smart guy or have someone that can, at the very least, relate to me if not outshine me. Someone near my age. Someone strong, willing to protect me, someone smart and caring. I love martial arts and want someone who can share in that joy with me.
I need someone who can put up with my cuddling and affection and devotion, who will in turn love me back. Someone with some paitence. In exchange I would offer you what little I have, namely myself. My devotion, my joys, my trust, my love, my heart, my laughter, my strength if you should need it, my nurturing nature and ultimately my submission and desire to serve you and make you happy.
I am described as sweet, kind, caring, apparently cute and intelligent as well. I find that I am a touch freak and love cuddling or just being near someone.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask and I shall try to respond in a not so concise but hopefully more lucid manner. Pictures available upon agreement.
