Hey guys I haven't been able to get on here in a while, so if i went missing on here that is why. Tonight I am feeling kinda of down, I had a guy that I have liked for a while get me to admit how i felt about him and tell me oh we can get together after I get rid of my current girl becasue I don't like how she treating me. To be honest I did support that, but now when the time came for us to get together. I get told bam oh I have a new girlfriend. But yet he was shocked that I was upset and hurt by this and heres the kicker he wanted me to meet her and claimed he didn't know it was going to happen, yeah not a good idea in my book nor was it going to happen and not something i believe. All day I have wanted to sink and hide away, but my customers at work were mean and wouldn't let me they made me laugh. Leave it to the kindness of strangers to uplift your day when you need it most.
I just want to feel loved, guess that is wrong, sometimes I wonder if all I deserve to be is used and thrown away like garbage, It how i feel right now. I guess it is where guys have abused me so much that it adds to it when things happen like this. this is the first guy I had feelings for in a long time and had actually trusted.
My advice to men, don't treat a women's heart like it means nothing, it a valuable thing because the influence you have on the women could mean the path she takes in the future for future men. Alot of men don't realize the power they hold, if you have a women charish and hold her close and value the gift of her heart.
thanks for listening, cecilia