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As a teenage girl I was aware of the lifestyle, I read about it, I dreamed about it and from 18 years old I experienced it. I have explored many aspects of this lifestyle, from Dominant/submissive 24/7, Master/slave 24/7 to switching on occasions. I have participated in a wide variety of activities, I have loved some, enjoyed many and disliked a few, however I know there is still a lot more that this lifestyle has offer that I have yet to experience.
These past couple of years has seen my active participation in the lifestyle set aside in order to focus on my final years of university studies, I graduate this coming July and as I re-enter the real world I know what I desire for all aspects of my life, but perhaps more importantly I know what I don’t want.
I have experienced poly households and while enjoyable for the most part; I have no desire to return to such a situation.
I have lived in a 24/7 environment before, completely submerged in the lifestyle and it was a time in my life where I felt comfortable, happy and complete.
However, I am more traditional in my values then some, I am looking for someone who I can perhaps spend the rest of my life with, the word marriage does not scare me and the idea of a family is something I feel strongly about. While I love 24/7 I also desire the balance between a vanilla relationship and any potential lifestyle relationship.
I am young, and unlike the 18 year old me who strove to experience all she could, I have more patience now, and I am in no rush to find what I truly seek; a husband and Master who are one in the same.
This won’t happen in a day, a week or even a year, so if you are looking for a quick fix, I am not the person for you. If however you are looking for friendship then I am happy to oblige, I am not saying it will be a successful endeavour, but I am willing to try. If a friendship develops into something more then we will see what happens, but nothing will come if there is no attempt of a friendship first.
I am still young, and still very eager to explore and try new things, but I know what I do not want, and this will not change. However, I am willing and ready to evolve and grow into a person that someone could love, both as a slave and women.
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Lyrics of my day!
'I dont know about you but I was put here to live and love
So, what if I dont do it like everybody else does
I'm out on the edge, I'm too willing to risk
Every bone, every breath, they say, all I am is a crazy dream
Like it's a bad thing.'
Taken from Gary Allan, Like its a Bad Thing |
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