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| On chat I am Cammy, I'm just me...Sometimes thats a lonely place to be. Most that know me find me to be loving, full of life and an all around pretty good person, if your view is different...you don't know me. So it matters not.
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The heart? The mind? Which is stronger, your asking the wrong girl...It's been hard today but, I released myself...Father time I am sure will do his job..all will come together and make better sense..for now I'll cry, as I have for 7 days, as I have in life...I'll work towards my future, towards the dreams that make me smile, the fantasies that enrapture my mind... I'll walk forward until I face my destiny and live all that is there for me, continue to conquer the demons that block my way, it is then I will look up smile, live, love, trust in where this road has lead me...Until then I cry... |
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Unite
I've dreamed of loving you for many years,
Loving you each day and night, each hour,
Loving till you flow into my tears,
And I into the garden where you flower.
Of course I must be me, as you are you,
But just as bushes planted side by side
So intertwine one cannot tell they're two,
We will through love and time be unified.
So have I dreamed, though we have been apart
So long that I of life with you despaired,
Holding wounded hope within my heart
That through these frozen years it might be spared.
The world is a redaction of the dream.
Our greatest pain deep longings shall redeem. |
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Many have asked to see some of my poetry, here goes,
Truth
Within the depths of a Creative Mind,
There I was. Poised. Patient. enraptured.
Consumed in a world of endless possiblity.
Procrastinating my Capture.
Complexed as to how to move forward.
In a dark corner hidden in shadow,
Crying yet another tear of confusion,
Isolated in fantasy, desires & a devotion of love.
There, I know who I am.
Within all that distorts me.
Lies my truth, my true self.
Faithfully cocooned, awaiting to be seen.
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Well goodnight Everyone, another day gone another comes...The day was good though, friends are great! May you all sleep well... |
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Wow, just yesterday it seemed I was sitting on my daddy's knee and he was telling me story. Kissing my booboo's, making all better when inside I knew it wasn't. The days past and of course I'm still here, now I look into the faces of two angels and wonder wow, it just seemed like yesterday, I was holding you in my arms for the first time, comforting your tears, holding your tiny hands, crying because I love them so much. They grow so fast, Just yesterday I swore I prayed for the day you could talk, now, I catch myself saying Hold on shhh just a minute but, you have to laugh. I have to smile and of course you continue to talk but, thats ok your living life. Life god it brings so much beauty, from little things on the ground that may catch our eye, a childs laughter, watching your child graduate and attend college, to tears of another when they are just happy, to knowing somewhere out there is that bright and shinin star, you have chased after your whole life. All this beauty, all these wonderful gifts, we take for granted, I think alot. I told a friend last night something, I have never admitted. Now I will tell who ever has the patience to read all this...My whole life I have ran, I was so scared, I let small things bother me. I have ran my self into years, passed them by, someday I will stop running, I know this and inside I'll know I am finally where I have been running to my whole life.
With that said...
Somewhere out there your there, your looking for me, you can feel my passion, my pain, you can reach inside me and know what it is, that will forever hold my heart your hostage. I as well will hold yours. |
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| Age: 31 |
| Shelby,
North Carolina |
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