Seeking to engage minds with a Dominant partner.

I have been well aware of my submissive nature from childhood- but I have attempted to smother this to try to fit in with societal norms. I have been in a couple of relationships where aspects of BDSM played a part, and I thoroughly enjoyed these experiences.

I have been in a relationship for 10 years, D/s is unfortunately not a part - I find myself yearning more and more as the years pass me by.

I have a very real desire to be dominated both sexually and non-sexually. It drives me to distraction at times.

I cannot leave the relationship I am in. However, I'd like to try out 'online' domination to see if I can find some fulfillment via this medium.

As mentioned, I have a little real life experience, I also have read a lot to educate myself on the subject (books, forums both on this site and others). I can see that online is not often sought and understand this, in fact it is often ridiculed- perhaps for very good reason. I shall just have to see how it works out for myself.

I'd like to hear from people who also are interested in online Domination.....perhaps you are in a similar situation to me?

n.b the profile photo is not me,incase this is not obvious. I will be happy to exchange a photo with someone whom i feel I have a rapport with.