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| I only want one person. That one person. You know who you are. Trust me, let me in in your life, come to me: I will be the rock on which you'll build your new life, the walls which will protect it, the soul that will comfort you, the energy that will keep you going.
Message me, text me,call me because you are the only one who can make me happy.
Other than for that person, I'm only here to read friend's mail and waste time.
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“How far will you run, before you realize you're not running away from me? You're running to me.”
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I am looking for a slave, someone to share my life with and I am not into games. Building up such a relationship will take time, commitment, patience and of course chemistry.
I am looking for a woman who is classy; a real lady but is not afraid to bring out her wild and submissive side at the appropriate time (for example: she is not afraid to become my precious cum slut at the right moment). She must be fun, loving, honest, loyal and of course willing to serve and satisfy her Master. I do not want a woman who needs to be micro managed, the fact that I am the Master or Dominant does not mean she cannot think or be a doormat. I want a companion to share my life with. There will be rules and boundaries that will be set together so that the relationship will be satisfying on both sides. I am not into extreme pain (no bleeding and/or permanent marks)! Actually, I am not into pain in general unless required as punishment. No scat, golden showers, kids or k*9.
I am loving, caring, honest, loyal and understanding, I don't smoke and only drink socially. I have never done drugs and I am disease free.
If there is anything else you want to know, just ask. And I don't bite... unless you want me to.
### My Quiz Results
Dominant 100%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 93%
Experimental 79%
Sadist 79%
Bondage 36%
Degradation 32%
Switch 25%
Masochist 18%
Vanilla 18%
Submissive 14%
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Some people are ridiculous. Ask you s question and advise you if not answering a totally different one...
Makes you wonder about mental health |
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I don't know how it feels for a woman to be deeply in love, to experiment that kind of love that will last forever. But I know how it feels for a man.
When a man really loves a woman he will think about her all day long: it doesn'tmatter if he's with his friends, watching a football game or working. She is always on his mind. He will dream about her every night and most of the times those will be the only dreams he will remember about in the morning.
She is the first thing he thinks about in the morning and the last he will think about in the evening. This is so true that at times he won't be able to resist the impulse to message her or call her as soon as he wakes up, even if he's on the other side of the world and for her is late night.
He will make anything to make it work: he will leave his comfort zone, adapt, change and improve himself for you. More, he will go beyond his limits and overcome his shortcomings for her.
He will want to psychologically, emotionally and physically support her. Financial support can be part of the equation but it's not the first thing he will mention, ever. Otherwise it means he's just trying to buy her.
He will want to see her, feel her, and spend with her as much time as he can. He will always be proud of her even on her worst day. He will want her to succeed in her career and will give her every tool to reach that goal, including her own time and space.
He won't ask her to give him time she doesn't have, but will ask her to give him a little bit of the time she has.
He will fight to have her and won't just accept a no. He will stick around, and show her that others will come and go but he will always be there.
So, in the end, you don’t need a complicated set of rules to find a good man who loves you. Here’s the only rule you need: if a man loves you, he will do anything he can to keep you around. |
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Maybe I come from a different age.
Maybe I'm a little weird.
I still think feelings come first,
and D/S as a way to express them.
Seems to me, people is more interested
in how many knots you can tie,
how many kinky way to fuck you know
rather then finding someone who
makes those things feel natural,
easy and satisfactory on the long run.
But I'm weid I guess,
or not? |
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I want to know where the sun goes
If cold words freeze the amazement
If I can't warm you or cure you from the noise
I only have a life and I would like to share it
with you, you that even in your imprefections
simply are...enchantement
Snapshots of seconds lasting as long as a year
when you lay your head on me
pain disappear...
enchantement
simply enchantement. |
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How can I tell you how much it still hurts? I can't.
There are no words to define the immensity of losing you.
You were my alpha and my omega:
the start and the end.
You were perfection. You are perfection.
Perfection I could only dream to find in this world
and yet, I found.
How can I describe what it means to find perfection
and then losing it for a stupid mistake?
How can I define how much I hate myself
for letting my frustration get the best of me?
I can't do it, it just can't be done.
Because there is no way to define a pain
so big to envelop an entire existence.
We all dream to find our own perfection.
What we don't know is how painful it is to lose it.
I wish you'll give me another chance.
I know it's much to ask for
But if I had it
it wouldn't be wasted
That's a promise
And you know I keep mines. |
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To my Precious Queen on Her Birthday
I don't know how much time we have left
I don't know if it was so thin the line that held us together
I only know every cloud is different
I only know nobody is like you
When the day is done
and you're exhausted
after the prayer is said
and you try to make sense of it all
you come to find out
It's always dreams that shape the world
you come to find out
It's always dreams that shapes reality
I don't know when I lost your love
But I can imagine why I lost it
I know for sure every tear is different
I know for sure nobody is like you
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a man's sexual choice is the result and the sum of his fundamental convictions. Tell me what a man finds sexually attractive and I will tell you his entire philosophy of life. Show me the woman he sleeps with and I will tell you his valuation of himself. No matter what corruption he's taught about the virtue of selflessness, sex is the most profoundly selfish of all acts, an act which he cannot perform for any motive but his own enjoyment….It is an act that forces him to stand naked in spirit, as well as in body, and to accept his real ego as his standard of value. He will always be attracted to the woman who reflects his deepest vision of himself, the woman whose surrender permits him to experience…a sense of self-esteem. The man who is proudly certain of his own value will want the highest type of woman he can find, the woman he admires, the strongest, the hardest to conquer, because only the possession of a heroine will give him the sense of an achievement, not the possession of a brainless slut. He does not seek to gain his value, but to express it. There is no conflict between the standards of his mind and the desires of his body.'
Ayn Rand
That says everything about the reason I chose you. |
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“How far will you run, before you realize you're not running away from me? You're running to me.”
"Your body speaks to me in ways your mouth would never agree to confessing."
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What is the most stupid animal on Earth? A man in love.
He believes everything is said to him, endures everything is done to him, he gets an inch close to lose his dignity and sometimes even crosses that line for love. And when he finally makes up his mind he's already dead inside and he'll have to fight to build a new man from the ruins of who he was. |
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I tried to hate you,
but I couldn't
I tried to send the thoughts of you away
but I couldn't
I tried to kill this feelings
but they survived
I tried to hurt your feelings
but I only hurt myself
You wanted your freedom,
I had to give it to you
But never I left you
I'm still here, waiting
Because I love you
Because you were, you are and you'll always be
My Precious Queen |
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To Play! While ruled by delirium,
I no more know what I say,
or what I do!
Still, is meant to be done, come on!
Bah! Are you a man?
You are the Clown!
Wear your jacket,
a paint your face white.
People pays, and wants to to laugh here.
And if Arlecchino, steals Colombina's heart
laugh, Clown, and everyone will applaude!
Turn to laughter the spasm and the tears,
in a grin your gasps and your pain
Ah, laugh, Clown
on your lost love!
Laugh on the pain, poisoning your heart!
Recitar! Mentre preso dal delirio,
non so più quel che dico,
e quel che faccio!
Eppur è d'uopo, sforzati!
Bah! sei tu forse un uom?
Tu se' Pagliaccio!
Vesti la giubba,
e la faccia infarina.
La gente paga, e rider vuole qua.
E se Arlecchin t'invola Colombina,
ridi, Pagliaccio, e ognun applaudirà!
Tramuta in lazzi lo spasmo ed il pianto
in una smorfia il singhiozzo e 'l dolor
Ah, ridi, Pagliaccio,
sul tuo amore infranto!
Ridi del duol, che t'avvelena il cor!
(Ruggero Leoncavallo - Pagliacci) |
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It's strange you used this quote:
"It's beautiful when you find someone that is in love with your mind.
Someone that wants to undress your conscience and make love to your thoughts.
Someone that wants to watch you slowly take down all the walls you've built up around your mind and let them inside."
Yes, it's strange, cause that's exactly what I was trying to do, but you decided to leave me outside those walls... |
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After four days with very very very few sleep I'm still standing.
In a few days it will be my birthday and I'll be one year older, but I can still handle a sleepless week. Apparently. |
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Where are you????
Despite everything, I'm still looking and waiting for you... |
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three days without sleeping and counting... |
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Of all the things I've lost, yout heart, not my mind, it's the one I miss the most. |
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I feel like a firefly: despite "seeing you" hurts me really bad, I can't avoid but look for it to happen. I know I'm going to burn myself very soon, still being as close as possible to that flame is the only thing I want for the rest of my life... |
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