I am unique, eccentric, and eclectic. I march to the beat of my own drum to music only I, and others like me, can hear.
I'm not perfect. I'm working on losing weight, on biting my tongue, on toning my body, and of searching for and healing those flaws in my soul.
I crave affection and physical touch. I crave being used, but not abused. Know the difference. I crave great conversation, learning and experiencing new things.
There are many facets to me. Submissive. Little. Masochist. Slave.
I fit some tendencies in each area but do not identify fully as any of them by themselves.
I prefer men who possess strength of character, self awareness, self confidence and an alpha mindset.
I do not think I have a type, it's more about the vibe and connection. Preference is for black men but also rugged men of any race, age does matter to a point, maturity is important.
If you are not the master of your own life, how can you be the Master (Dom, Daddy, Sir) of another?
Something that resonates with me that I've never found...
I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding." - Anais Nin