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I'm tired of it. I am awkward I am shy I am not the prettiest girl in the world. I know I don't have social skills. But am I that bad? Ok so my face isn't pretty but I am not like obese or anything... But no one has ever asked me out, and no matter where I go I am always the one who is picked on. I can't fight the bullies so I just want to give in, to agree with them, to just admit how low I am... So my question to all those on this site is how do I give in? How do I surrender to a bully? This is an honest plea for advice to any who can help.
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Oh and if you wanted to work a cage into all of that as well that would be cool |
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Steps to marrying me if you insist on that as opposed to just helping me:
1. Agree to come with us to the outer banks in two weeks and meet me there for the first time.
2. Talk to my dad (he will be agreeable if you are brave enough to ask)
3. No sex until after we say our vows and have a little ceremony
4. Be just like the other man... Older, angry, bullyish, and obese.
5. Just like the other guy make me come to you when I am ready then make me accept discipline before marrying me. I would also be open to another subservient act like kissing your butt as a symbol to what the rest if my life will be like
6. After the ceremony comes consumation to complete the process if becoming yours |
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Please I am not looking for a way to escape or to be talked out of it or even questioned as to whether I really want this. I know what I must do, and the life I have to accept, and the only way I would consider someone else is for him to be exactly like the man I am supposed to marry, have my fathers permission, and be part of our church |
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Thanks everyone for your messages but please note I WANT to give into this. I WANT to accept and live out who I am. I don't want to fight back or feel better about myself. This isn't a normal bullying thing anyway. I go to a small very close knit church. In fact that church is my school, my family, my friends, my everything. Some may call us a cult but its all I know and everyone in my whole world is in it. The fact is everyone my age is coupled up and 99.9999% of everyone is married at 18 and arranged by 16. I have had one person request me and my dad said yes but so far I refused. He is 40 and very mean and controlling and already said that I am going to be disciplined for making him wait when I do come around. I've come around but I said no for so long I don't know how to even change my mind or tell him cuz he's always angry |
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