Chastity note: I am finding that the rituals of chastity can be very soothing and rewarding. Take for example, the act of going to the bathroom is now a process. I cannot just go when i need to go. I have to wait until I have the time to take care of things in the proper way.
I have underwear that is perfect to keep the cage concealed, but taking off and putting them on means that I need to sting my swollen balls and fit them in and out of their elastic holder. Then I need to pee, which sprays on my cage, so I need to make sure to clean up very carefully in the sink to avoid any infections. Having on a thong all day makes it so that I need to fully wash my crack out to avoid any unwanted smells.
This is a difficult thing to do, but it is a constant reminder of my dedication to my Mistress. That makes me feel amazing and it actually calms my mind! It feels almost spiritual to dedicate yourself to someone like this and to make this person your all consuming sex and love! This is never daunting, though it is difficult. But they say, the best things in life are always the hardest things to do! |