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| I am a mixed female who has been in the lifestyle for quite a few years I've been single for a long time because I lost my master and it was extremely painful for me. I'm just getting back out there talking to people not really looking nor expecting to find anything I'm just kind of hanging out. I suppose if I were looking for my ideal mate he would be rough at times forceful but loving and caring just as much as I would love and care for him I really miss loving someone and feeling like I'm loved and used.
I'm not looking for anyone really . I still love my master and I have all these years . I just wanted to maybe talk like a friend and even get into a fight I just wanna feel something besides this came inside me I felt for years in the end that's what it is and I can't do it vanilla people because to them I weird and they don't understand the type of trust and love that goes into this .
I love him and I just wanna feel something besides not wanting to exist
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