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Who am I? That question is ridiculously hard for me to answer. I’m mostly lost. I lack something I can’t quite put my finger on. I have a very submissive personality. Well, most of the time anyway, I have a tendency to be a brat sometimes, but it keeps things interesting. I’ve been submissive even before I knew what submission was. It’s ingrained into my self and my image. The personal realization of this fact only came to the forefront of my thoughts after several people, friends and more than friends, brought it to my attention, as something that was possibly negative. I don’t see it as something negative at all. I relish in my inability to make decisions and drowned in the beauty of being dominated. I’d much rather be seated at your feet than standing eye to eye. And now…moving on…I’m sure you don’t want to listen to me getting all poetic.
I also know that I've been totally ruined for vanilla relationships. I just can't do them anymore. There was always something missing when I was in them. I never knew what the something really was until I had my first D/s encounter. And now I know what it is. They all lacked the control that I desire. I want to belong to someone.
So, a little about my life. I was born and raised in the great state of Maine. I moved to Florida to go to college and never went back home. I graduated well over a year ago with a degree that I have no idea what I want to do with. But, things are good enough at the moment. I love Florida. I like being warm. I have NO INTENTION OF RELOCATING. So if you're far away, I'm not interested, sorry.
I think I’m a contradiction. I like so many things that are completely opposites of each other. I’m the chick dressed up Saturday night heading out the Goth club and blaring country music in the car. I’m reserved and outgoing. Very sexual and extremely shy. Yes, i'm very very shy. I have a tendency to turn into wallpaper at social occasions or follow the person i'm with around like a lost puppy. Once i'm comfortable in a situation, I can revert back to myself, but that takes awhile. So yeah, a crazy little glittery Emo kid. Kinky, lazy on occasion. Music and concert whore. And I have the bluest eyes you’ve ever seen.
And lets not forget, I’m a freak. But that’s why I’m here. Pretty toy all wrapped up in violence. I've been interested in the scene for quite some time. Up until recently, it has only been an interest that i have researched and absorbed but not really experienced. But, several months ago, i started getting involved with the lifestyle in the area. I'm so very glad that i did. I've met some amazing people and had a life changing experience. I now know that this is the type of relationship that i need. That his is what has been missing all along. Favorite activities are knife play (my most favorite, hehe), fire play, hot wax, and the many fun uses for Elmer's glue, lol. :). Playing is addicting.
I’m very puerile, childish, slightly immature. Highly masochistic, pain is pleasure. Make me yours. Dress me up, make it tight, I’m your dolly.
Oh, and in the looks department. I think i'm adorable. I have very long thick black hair, i already mentioned the blue eyes. I'm about 5'5. Got some junk in the trunk, but fat kids are cute. Ya gotta have curves.
And…that’s all I can think of to write right now…
If you want to know more, simply message me. =) --------- begin ideal person ---------------
My Ideal Person:
What I’m looking for is obviously someone on the dominant side of the fence. I need someone that can give me what i need not only physically but emotionally as well. I want someone i can give myself to fully. So, if you're just looking for someone to spank on the weekends, move a long. I’m looking for something a little more serious. Someone willing, strict, honest, trust worthy. Trust is important. Very important. Someone that will make me his own. Someone that I can bring pleasure to. Someone real. And someone that can put up with me as i can be a bit of a handful sometimes, hahaha. And…yeah, I can’t think of anymore, I’ll probably add something else later.
And i'm a very protected little toy, so you'll have to get past the quality assurance check first. ;)
But here’s a few things I’m not looking for, just so you don’t waste your time.
-As I said, I like where I live, so if you live outside of the state of Florida, I’m most likely not interested.
-I’m not ruling anything out..but… I really don’t want someone that’s old enough to be my father/grandfather. It just doesn’t work for my life.
-If you’re just looking for a quick fuck, move on. I’m very very not interested. I don’t want a fuck buddy. I want something real.
And honestly. Please for the love of all that is good, don't sent me pictures of your genetalia. I really don't care. I'd much rather see what you look like in clothes. I'm not really concerned about what's between your legs, that's not what this is about. sex is easy to come by, but a true Dominant with true intentions is a little more difficult, and that is what I'm seeking. ------------ end ideal person --------------------------- begin topics profile ---------
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