3/1/14 Sometimes when youre stuck in a good situation you fail to appreciate all the wonderful stuff youre surrounded by, a great family, great wife and kids... a steady job, roof over your head... good health... good friends... Sometimes you focus on whats missing from your life... the things you want but dont have.. the things which you wish you could change...
In the end what do you do... try to fight for everything? settle for good enough?
I dont know what the right answer is. After years of marriage, I realize that people dont change.... My wife will never change from being vanilla... Ive tried talking, reasoning, bargaining... she just isnt kinky, just as Im not vanilla... We have a great life.. minus expressing the Dom/kink side of me... and of course sexual satisfaction..
Make no mistake the rest of life is great.. and Im very grateful...
I just dont know if Im ready to live in the vanilla world forever.. |