It’s captivating, really; the beauty within the way you submit yourself to another. Something about it almost puts fear in my chest as I breathe; the way I’m giving someone complete control over my mind, body and soul. Can my independent, stronger side of me keep quiet for just a night as I lay my worries to rest and experience something I’ve been yearning for, for so long? Something about it also puts enticement in my heart; the way I’m allowing someone to fulfill my deepest, darkest desires and needs; to be fulfilled with such immense pleasure, combined with pain shouldn’t be something to run away from. But I run, and run until I can’t run anymore; until my submission can no longer stay dormant. It’s captivating, really.