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	Recently I have discovered a side of me that I didn't know. I truely love the feeling of power and control over another individual. I have never experimented in this area much but, at this time in my life I can not ignore this. I am currently looking more into it and trying to understand more about the dominant side of life. So welcome to my adventure from the start. Thanks to a friend who directed me here I hope to figure out what to do about this, that is totally consuming me........

3/3/2009 1:12:33 PM

Well it was brought to my attention that my journal entry needed to be updated......so I guess here goes an update......I am finding that I am on here for a short time almost daily to every other day......I am not on that long, long enough to check mail and answer some of it......I must say that I am finding many interesting folks on here and learning about many interesting likes and dislikes from everyone........I have not actually met any one on this site yet.......attempted to meet someone and that didn't work out......kinda discouraging if you ask me but, I can't hold against others what one did......I don't have much more to say right now......I'll keep ya all posted.......hit me up......have a great one ya'll.......

2/1/2009 11:41:17 PM

Wow.....I just read my messages and I am sorry, I didn't respond to any of them. I hate this I was just feeling comfortable with the e-mails and trying to answer everyone and having the most comfortable open conversations with some of you and I feel like I am having something tore from me that I just found. I know that may sound strange to some but, if you knew me you would understand. I don't do well with goodbyes, and I certainly don't do well with not having any control over this.

2/1/2009 11:32:04 PM

Ok everyone this is a drag but I have to be gone for awhile. I don't know when I may revisit. I might check in once and awhile and would love to hear from ya when I visit. I have been very pleased with this site and I hope that when I return I can continue where I left off.

1/30/2009 10:29:39 AM

Well I haven't been on this site long that is for sure. I am very appreciative to the Dom that directed me here.
There has been a wonderful welcome from so many on here. I have answered many e-mails, I think I messed up a few too. But so far I am impressed with everyones willingness to assist in my growth. I do know one thing is for sure, I am a bit greedy and feel that I would need someone to be willing to accept occasional breaks in thier duties. For me I aspire at perfection, I feel to achieve my ultimate pleasures, I would have to experience what I give. I know that this is necessary for me to be able to grow completely. Does this make me a switch, by no means, I am very consumed by the idea of being served and worshipped, love the idea of providing discipline, among other things.