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| Dont read this unless you're dominant, attractive (this includes having nice boobs) enough to know it. and defy reality enough to still have a heart; Unless, you can and want to provide for me all the experiences I missed out on in my late teens and twenties and expect nothing in return. Otherwise, I'm too good for you. I'd rather be alone, got it?
I'll have to elaborate later, but for now please understand that im a traumatized, emotionally crippled, psychologically trapped person, and on a certain level, i've been lonely for a very long time to the point that im now quite effected by it.. Otherwise im a physically healthy, relatively fit, and talented individual with a job. Female friends of mine tell me that im good looking and should be out dating. (really im not ugly short or fat. I get random compliments etc. I'm just not putting photos of me on the internet yet.) The Trouble with dating is its been a while and my neurotic mind keeps getting in the way. I come to collarme with the hope of finding a woman who's older or at least more mature than me to be my teacher and help me with my flaws on a NON PROFESSIONAL completely personal level. Yeah, for that reason... and, that im a total pervert. I am a switch but, can go full submissive, even long-term, for the right domme. I'm a patient and non-aggressive person looking for something real. In the begining im definitely going to want to take it slow... long-term, short-term, and friends with benefits are ok, one night stands and cheaters are not. I'm not really on here to try and pursue anybody. This profile is more just like a poorly written message in a bottle to be responed to by only the wisest of dominatrices. If you interested in talking please introduce yourself. Because if you dont I probably never will either and that wonderful relationship with that sexy sub smart enough understands your subtleties and knows exactly how to please you will never happen. :(
SCAMMERS, don't waste your time with me. I'll have more fun figuring you out, then you will, discovering that I've figured you out.
PROS, I dont mind that your a pro. just understand that I am not a customer. Sex is not a commodity nor resourse and I would never trade anything for it. If something comes up that I can pay you for I'll let you know. If your a pornstar I'll make you rich(er) a lot richer, I've watched the whole femdom scene evolve since the early ninties, even had a hidden hand in it. I have the scripts and story boards that will cause your bank account to multiply.
GIFTS, come to those who can show me that they value me enough to let me actually get to know them.
YES, I can fix up that dilapidated plantation of yours better than your neighbor can and save you oodles of money. If we really hit it off I could even do it naked.
I am a classically trained artist and my favorite subject is the human form. Im good in many different mediums. Im an amateur chef and nutritionist. I have some professional experience cooking and cook regularly. I study nutrient synergy in my free time reading about and teaching myself how to integrate new ingredients into my cooking. I like hiking too. Do you like hiking? I bet not as much as I like dancing.
Your not going to be able to understand me or my situation in any short amount of time. If you lack the virtue of patients you will surly misjudge me. For instance, Im a lot less annoying in person and you have no idea. See?
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?..just kidding ... im losing my mind. he he funny right? |
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I AM HATE. I WILL KILL. Ha ha ha lol stay away! |
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All these proud ladies... but none that compel even a second glace. |
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I'm weary to the point of suicide. All I have to choose from are greedy whores or total grizzly bears. Am I in hell? |
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Oh, look, she's really hot and a dominatrix, I wonder if she wants some money. Sigh... |
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Its going to take a miracle at this point. If your used to rejection don't waist your time with me. Age only makes me more defiant and stubborn. |
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Women are ofter frustrated by a mans seemingly absurd need for physical beauty but, compared to women, men reject for infinitely less despicable reasons then one's access to wealth and his own personal jealousy. As a result, the wealthy mans search leaves far less value behind then an attractive women's. Even though attractive women out number weathly men by several orders of magnitude and, as a whole, women now control the majority of the resourses in this country, so many good boys got to waist. Its all because of her transfixation on material insecurity and jealousy towards her more fortunate peers. Because of this, much of my gender has largely and rightfully so, given up on any really notions of being in a well matches, joyful relationship. Even the weathly man knows that it is his resources, not him, not even his carnal form, that she most demands and, that he is rarely if ever truly loved by her. This is why l and so many other men absolutely refuse to improve our status in the hope of becoming more attractive. For it is really the only wrong reason to pick a man and for those who are brave enough to peer deeply into life know that it is also the main reason the world is the mess it is today. Its is not men who are delusional but the ambition of the modern, first-world, woman who still makes her most important choices out of fear. |
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Emotionally I would accept nothing less than you would from a dominant male. Physically however, I will only accept the exact opposite. No amount of good sex will allow me to accept any amount of spoil brat. I know that in this current world of dregs this unfortunately makes me very picky. But thats ok, because loneliness is always second best. Does a woman really love those outside of those who she feels are her own childern? |
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I know, let's call it "Organic Femdom!" |
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A responce I gave resently that might give you some insight:
"I'm not trying to be obnoxious. The answers to your questions are basically all on my profile. I could explain my limits however. First of all, sodomy grosses me out. Its the opposite of sexy to me, whatever other people want to do with each other is fine with me but, I don't need my prostate massaged. I'm never going to want or consent to even a pinky. Not ever. And let me just apologize in andvance for the life altering things I'd do to anyone who tries to rape me. Blood, scat, ridiculous beatings are all sicko shit to me too. Though im not as offened by strap-ons, I dont care for them either. I think there kinda strange actually. How does a plastic male appendage make a woman more feminine or superior? She's not a hyena. To me it shows that she still has trouble distinguishing masculinity from dominance and she porbably isn't the girl for me. I'm not into sissyboy stuff either. I want to promote a different less extreme and shameful, more positive and sexy kind of femdom. Where the Women are encouraged and freely allowed to fully display their beautiful bodies to entrance and hypnotize the males. where the males have to keep their male parts exposed and accessible for the Females (and only Females) to be able to observe, fondle, pleasure, punish, or grab a hold of for full control. I believe that this is more the kind of femdom that Mother Nature wants and built us for." |
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And so I continue my search for a reasonable woman that doesn't sexually bore the shit out of me... |
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I'm just going to say this. It's 2014, for the sexually enlightened and or gifted male, there is nothing left thats interesting about strictly submissive females. They're a dime a dozen; even the most physically attactive. They're all easier then they realize and command so little respect. Its like being with a blowup doll that makes noise. The sheer cowardice is appalling. If you find yourself in this category I advise trying to expand your horizons. He will probably be very supportive. Trust me. |
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Geez, who knew that asking for a sexually exciting woman with a social conscience was asking a lot? Dont you ever wonder about where the money comes from? Dont you know what an economic hitman is? These guys, Ceo's and brokers, lawyers, pharma reps, you know, your "clients" these guys are basically all boldface liers and total thieves or worse. While I'm sure you all do your best to try not to think about it, it must cross your mind at least occationally. People all over the world are starving and dieing because of these fucks, While you happily take their money; Money that is accumulated by impoverishing the trusting and defenseless. How many more have to die for your way to be paid?
Where did all the beautiful hippy girls go?
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To all you prostitutes, sex workers, mercenaries, findoms, ect.You know who you are. Your greed and pride is the source of your discontent, and only casts you perpetually further from love. Leaving this uncorrected will only lead to your eventual misery and total undoing. Be available while your still desirable for soon the tables will turn... |
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I apologize to anyone whom may have been waiting for a responce from me. My life is much more like a train wreck than perfect. Im struggling to maintain what depressingly little momentum my life still has. As an adult I've known little else other then loneliness and I fear this will never change. I think I might be emotionally starving to death. I feel empty and tired but have no appetite and hardly sleep at night. Most nights i crawl into a ball and tremble, while I silently cry myself to sleep. I just want it all to end. I'm sorry. |
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SO, I just read the archives and, Earth is actually a whore free zone. Yhea, I know. The problem is, like nobody read the memo. So... Your all in BIG BIG trouble now, and there's nothing I can do about it. Hope it was all worth it. You've got about 3 years before they come back. No use trying to hide or, changing your ways in the mean time. They've been watching all the while. They will find you... |
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Im now in my early 30's and I'm really starting to dought that I'm ever going to be in a meaningful relationship. Up to now my experience consist of the several brief causal pursuits of women and girls who made them selves available but were of no real interest to me. Needless to say the resulting relationships didn't last very long. I also tried to go after a few that I actually wanted, but due to my non trustafarian status, I wasn't even given a chance at their greedy little hearts. This pattern, of me either serious selling my self short in the looks and brains department or being completely overlooked because I wasn't generationally loaded, repeated it self several times in my life and I found the whole thing so demoralizing that I stopped trying to even somewhat actively meet girls about seven years ago. I really dont know what to do anymore. Please Goddess, HELP! |
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| Age: 24 |
| Agusta,
Maine |
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