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I do not update this nearly enough. Just moved to Seattle, and I am still trying to familiarize myself with the area.
I am learning more about this soul that inhabits this skin suit of mine. I appreciate the lessons the universe provides in shear abundance.
There is a fine line between love of self and loss of self. Its an interesting trapese walk. I have done it several times in my life and continually lose myself.... always to be rediscovered.
I am submissive. I no longer fear that phrase. I know that is a deep truth within me. I am also a masochist.
I truly love pain. I do not tolerate it for an endorphin high or for the after care that awaits. I love the feeling of my skin tearing or being pierced. I especially love the searing of my hair or flesh.
I am slowly learning how to truly take my power from a place of humility.
I am finally closer to me.
There is a new grace in my life, and I am grateful. I never expected this experience to cross my path again. It is all I can do to not pinch myself.
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I am a living contradiction. I am bound to my home and my life... and yet I am free. Yes, I am always down for play, but I am not looking for service or D/s.
I serve whom I choose, and for now I am not accepting suitors for that position. Vague much... or just right... honestly, not sure that it matters.
I serve my higher purpose. It does take physical manifestations at times... and other times its just as simple as my breath.
Can I tell you, you are the purple in me?
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I am confronted with a challenge. When one is given exactly what one asked for... now its time to accept with open arms.
I love deeply. I am very open person. I give, and I take. I am conscious. Or I try to be.
I look deeply within myself, constantly. I perceive and I create. I am an amateur in the realm of the metaphysics, but I try.
Alchemy reaches through all the unalterable substances and finds divine. It brings to light the purety of all stuff.
We are all star dust. We are all made up of these molecules and particles that have been here since it started.
And yet, the alignment of this particular skin suit is unique. I am here. This heart beating. This heart always beating.
I am. I have all that I need. I need not control. I just need listen deeply. I need nothing but trust in me.
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I am finding that my choice of main profile photo is getting more attention from men than women. Which, for an identified lesbian, makes me a little sad. I love this photo of me, but its really not my everyday.
My everyday look is more like the third photo. I am more butch than femme. I enjoy playing with gender. Many people in the BDSM community know me as Bobby for this very reason.
However, more often I like to go by my real name. Which you can know if you ask.
I may change the photos around if this trend continues. Because while I do have Dominant Men in my actively searching categories, I am truly desiring to meet more women in this community. I don't know that it will help, but I can try, right?
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| Age: 27 |
| Dallas,
Texas |
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