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I rarely send a first message. If I've viewed your profile I found something interesting. If I've sent a message I've found something exceedingly interesting. If I haven't messaged it's because again I rarely message first. I prefer someone else to make first contact. It's just my way.
I am changing my profile up a bit. I'm not sure exactly what to put here as I as many women do change my mind from day to day. I am looking for a person that could fit into my household. I am not sure who that person is. I have some kind of idea who that person could or should be, but again that changes depending on what I feel my needs are at that moment.
Some about me. I love reading. I mostly enjoy sci fi and fantasy. I mostly listen to country music, but again my music choices are a bit fluid at times. Depends on the mood, really. I enjoy mostly crime and drama tv shows. I play a lot of online games. I am currently playing Elder Scrolls Online. I have played other MMO's in the past but I've moved on from there. I also play xbox sometimes, Halo, and COD mostly. I also crochet, and machine knit. I am interested in homesteading, growing my own food, things like that.
I am married. My husband really has nothing to do with my search. Other then the usual static of people getting along he really isn't in this. I am searching for myself. I want/need that itch that hasn't been scratched in years fixed.
I don't expect anyone that messages me to be a slave or an "IT" I expect them to be a person first, then a sub. If I don't have an emotional connection then what's the point besides some slap and tickle? That's not my thing. I like knowing everything about people in my life. I do expect them to stand on their own two feet. I can't make every decision for you. I'm not perfect I do make mistakes. I accept those and move on. I don't need a child, I need a submissive.
If this sounds like something you're interested in please get back to me. If not well. Thank you for reading
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I've been making so many knitting projects lately... I need a sub to sew them all up so I don't have to. Yes YES I'm lazy.
(btw this is a joke, ok well sort of) |
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I bought myself a new feeldoe. Now I need to get a harness for it. |
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I had the most wonderful dream last night. I was living the normal life that always starts to stress. Kiddies, family, work, housework, all that stuff that just piles on until you want to scream. Well in the dream i found a solution to stress. I met someone once a month in a local hotel for a manicure, pedicure, waxing and full body massage. I showed up and it was all set up, he was nude, gagged and glistening from the oil already on his body. I stepped out of my clothes. enjoyed a pedicure and manicure while listening to relaxing music and smelling herbal candles, had myself waxed and then enjoyed a long hot soak in a bubble bath. Then was dried off with a big fluffy towel. Laid down on the bed and was massaged from head to toe. When the massage was finished, i thanked the man, kissed him on the forehead and walked out. I feel less stressed just dreaming about it LOL |
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Going over the road again. Wish me luck, maybe now I can pay some bills off that need dealt with or fund the wedding. LOL |
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I found this on someone else's profile.. I edited it a bit to make it more of me, but in essence its what they wrote. I for the life of me can not remember who's profile it was so if its yours... remind me so i can give you credit :)
I want to find a man who wants to be in a relationship in which I runs the show. I want a mostly vanilla relationship on the outside, but inside the home, the woman rules.
Don't expect Me to wear leather boots and have a riding crop by your side at all times. I want a man who will rub My feet at night while I watches TV. I am a woman who enjoys long massages before she goes to sleep; a woman who likes her man to cook and clean for her while she talks on the phone or goes shopping with her friends. I want you to be at My feet painting your toenails while I am on the laptop doing work or emailing.
I also want to you lick Me every night until I have an orgasm or two. You only expect to have an orgasm once a week or so ...a sub who likes being teased.
I am a woman who will flirt with other guys and possibly cuckold you, although from previous experience I know that can be a difficult thing for a relationship.
I want you to support the household. I want you to do all the household chores and shopping, but I don't wantyou to dress like a maid or anything – I don’t like cross dressers. Someone who just likes being around a dominant woman and doing what she tells you to do.
I'm also not into heavy bdsm or cbt. Expect to be paddled or spanked, but only for our enjoyment. I'm not looking for the kind of slave who does things wrong on purpose to be punished.
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What the HECK is with the Dom's sending me messages wanting to chat with me... This isn't friendly chat its solicitations.... Seriously... Two cocks(ok maybe not exactly but the generalization stands) do NOT fit in the hen house. |
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I've had this dream over and over the last few weeks. I wonder if it will be possible in the long run. A nice country home with my children, and "boyfriend" with another male house boy. I work part time, the main male of the household works all the time, and the house boy takes care of the home and garden. Coming home from work and having dinner ready and a bubble bath run for me when i'm ready for bed. Ahhh a good dream. |
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So for those that bother to read this journal. Seems my life is going to change soon in a major way. It seems that I'm pregnant. Amazing really since the doctors all told me after my last child i was unable to conceive. The father is not really in the picture, yes i know who it is, but as it was only a casual encounter I don't see a reason to make it anything more just because of a child. Yes i will have him in the childs life but not really in mine. So for those subs/slaves that message me... Be aware of an incoming child and the one i already have. I won't be able to drive anymore in a few months so i'll be homebound for the future. |
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well i made it to wymoning, then got sent home for a few days.... then got sent to nevada... In salt lake city right now getting my god damn truck fixed at the terminal.... I'll be here until.. the mechanic said atleast sunday. YEAH there goes my paycheck! |
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Sitting in Salt Lake City waiting for a new load.... SOO bored. |
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Update on where I am,
In Iowa(near Des Moines) headed to Fontana, California. |
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I am going back on the road today. So if you message me after today, I will not be able to read it until next time I am home. About a month.
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| Age: 28 |
| Azle,
Texas |
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