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Sex has become something that I really do not think about now. Vanilla is boring, and its been so long since a bondage session that i really can't remember how good it was anymore. Stamina is crap now and the only way i get that tingle in my brain is from looking at porn, masterbate for 5 minutes and then im done. The other way to get that tingle is by playing WOW. SO I'm looking for a little excitement. Dirty, tie me up, make me beg, watch while someone does me when im tied over a chair while blindfolded. Make me sit like a dog, sit and wait for you to be satified by your desires.

Whoa! Getting kinda hot!

Honestly! This is what im looking for, but it seems that maybe i havent made myself clear about it. IM A FREAK AND I WANT TO GET FREAKY! It doesnt matter if your hung as long as you know what your doing. thats what toys are for. Just as long as your D/D free, im fine.

Please do not respond if your just some horney male wanting just to get it on. That does nothing for me and if im not getting anything out of it, you won't either. I get off from the lead up to sex. Being tied, ordered, spanked, and doing what im told gets me hot and makes the sex awesome. its like the reward for obeying.

I wonder if being frank here will get me what i want.

6/13/2007 9:30:02 PM
um...Lets see.   I will make this Journal about my experiences, Good or bad with my search for the Dom that is right for me.  I'll be frank and honest.  Also, I guess i will do this once a week since I'm currently without a Dom so ill calculate how long it will take.

Day One

Nothing.  Just added profile to 2 sites to see if I get any hits.  I've learned that I will not drive north of the river.  Three Strikes and NKC is out!
BBWMISTRESS4FEM
 
 Age: 26
 Philadelphia, Pennsylvania