Dear Ladies

i hope that You enjoy my story.
 
When i first experienced a Woman's strap on dildo i was surprised because it was not something that i expected. A Black Mistress named Mistress Brenda had made arrangements to meet me at a hotel. Her husband was her slave. In their relationship Mistress was allowed to play with whomever She pleased while Her husband could only play with others after receiving permission from His Wife/Mistress. i never met him but i later found out that this man was about 6' 6" tall and Police man. They now live in another city. i have corresponded with him via emails though and he seemed like a very nice guy. He was called - i don't want to use his nickname here, in case it was his real name.
 
i was told to be in the hotel room dressed in a maids outfit complete with cock harness and leash. Mistress gave me instructions to wait at the door on my knees with the leash in my mouth. Mistress Brenda opened the door and just smiled at me. She said that i looked like an sweet little girl in my outift. She asked me my name and when i told Her it was michael she just smiled and said that She had a more fitting name for me. She called me misha.
 
Mistress Brenda took the leash from my mouth which was attached to my balls and dragged me to the center of the room, really just in front of a bed. She told me that She had heard from Her Sisters that i had Promise and that She wanted to see if i could become a proper sissy for Her and Her Sisters. She told me that i was not to speak unless i asked for permission and to always maintain a submissive/maid type posture. She said that it was important for me to understand that i was very fortunate to be considered for training. With that she tugged on my balls and told me she expected me to say, "Yes, Mistress thank You for training me to become a pretty little bitch for all the wonderful FEMDOMS of the world".
 
At this point i was pretty nervous and aroused. i repeated exactly what She expected and She lightly carressed my hair telling me i was a good girl. i was shocked at being called a "her 'and a "girl" and asked Her not to address me that way. She slapped my face very hard and told me that i better not be here to waste Her time. She leaned down and hissed into my ear that if i ever wanted to serve another Woman again i would become accoustomed to being referred to in any manner they wished. She smiled at me because i was literally shaking, "look at You, you're on your knees in a pretty little maids uniform and i think i see Your little clit pushing your cute little apron out.  You are a sissy. That is OK dear, we need all types of slaves. It just appears that you are destined to be a little sissy bitch for us Women. Don't fret dear, soon you'll be use to it and in time conditioned to be a little sissy. You will have to leave the real sex to real men".
 
i had been the captain of most of the sports team i played on and imagined my friends seeing me. i was ashamed but i couldn't get up and walk out. Mistress Brenda waited for me to say something and finally said, "I see we have come to an understanding. Very good, now be a good little girl and bring me some water". She put the leash back into my mouth and just smiled at me. i couldn't even look her in the eyes but my cock, now clit was very swollen.
 
When i brought the water back to Mistress Brenda she motioned for me to kneel in front of Her. She wore a tight skirt and had high heels on which she pushed towards me. "You may take off my shoes for me so that i may better relax". Then she stood and walked into me until i almost fell back. "With Your teeth i want you to remove my nylons, if You dear put a run in them You will pay for it".
 
i tried as best i could. Mistress was continually pulling my head to her thighs or ass and telling me that no real man would allow a Woman to do this with him. She said that i had finally realized my place, at the feet of Powerful Black Women. When She became frustrated with my efforts she pushed me away and pulled down her own nylons.  As She sat down again she said, "i see you need lots of training, don't you".
 
"Come here, you don't have to be so nervous with me. It's good to be nervous because i take that as a sign of respect. You're trembling though. i wish my Sisters were here to see You. i do believe that You are going to become a proper little bitch some day with the proper guidance. That's what is important isn't it misha?". i don't know what happened but i automatically said yes Mistress Brenda.
 
She sat back in her chair and smiled at me again. "See that wasn't so hard. Did that hurt you? You're still here and more importantly I'm happy because You are answering to Your new name. Very good. Now come a little closer. Let me see what we have under your cute little maids outfit. Hmm, i feel something like a cock but much smaller and i feel two tiny little balls too. They're so cute and you knew enough to shave them for me, didn't you? It's not quite a dick either. I'd have to say that you're somewhere between a penis and a clitoris, misha. i know you secretely wish that you had something bigger to offer. All you males are the same, never satisfied. It's ok though because We can use all types even the cute little ones like yours. We may have to give it another name but that's ok it'll help reinforce your inadequacies".
 
"Misha, don't fret. Although we have established that You are inadequate in this area You look like You have definite promise as a sissy maid or maybe even a little baby. Some of the Women enjoy having boys like you waddle around or crawl to them in their diapers. It looks so funny to see a Women make men wear diapers and treat them like a babies but it happens. The trick is to keep them in pychological chastity so that they are so horny that they are willing to do anything to please Mistress. Their reward is sucking on Mistress's wonderful nipples while mistress plays with baby through their diaper. Isn't that nice. The diaper makes the baby's penis or maybe clit in your case all swollen and makes you want to do anything to please Mistress. Babies just can't help themselves can they? Babies and Sissies are quite similar, both need proper guidance in order to be the best that they can be. We'll i've decided that You're not quite a penis so you will refer to this as your clit when ever you are with me or other FEMDOMS, unless they give You permission to call it a penis. But you will never be allowed with a clear conscience to refer to it as a dick or cock. Those terms are reserved for men that can satisfy a Woman the way a Woman is meant to be satisfied. Do you understand, misha?"
 
i could not believe what was happening. Mistress Brenda knew all my dirty little thoughts and She was using them against me. It was She that told me that i must always share my thoughts with FEMDOMS so that they can use them as they see fit. She told me that no matter how embarrassed it made me to share my thoughts that it was just part of being a proper slave/maid/sissy/baby .. She said that all must confide in their FEMDOMS so that the FEMDOMS could make the best choices.
 
As she was teaching me how i was to be in the future she told me to fetch her napsack. She said that She had a surprise for me. When i opened up the napsack sitting right on top was a strap on dildo. She gave me a knowing smile. "What do you say?"
 
i didn't say anything. i had never anticipated this. i thought our meeting was going to be more subdued i told her. She smiled and laughed. "Almost, you are going to subdued by Betsy. That is what I call Her. In time You may be allowed to see me without my clothes but for this evening You will not be granted that privlege. Now go kneel in the corner until i am ready for You".
 
i walked to the corner and knelt. Every thing was happening so fast. She just seemed to have me in a trance. i could hear Her adjusting Her strap on and was scared. i really wanted to get up and tell Her that i coudn't go thought with it. i just kept kneeling though waiting for Her to tell me what i needed to do. She eventually told me to turn around and crawl to Her like a good little sissybitch that i needed to be. She was a tall Women even without Her highheels. She told me that she usually liked to keep her high heels on when she fucked Her sissies. i just kept my eyes downcast. She told me to look up and when i did her strap on was right by my mouth.
 
"misha, this is Your new friend. Give Betsy a nice little kiss right on her big knob. Show Betsy how much She means to You. You and Her will have to become very close if You want to be allowed to serve most FEMDOMS. Nowadays it is almost a prerequisite. Most of my friends have double ended dildos that they fuck their bitches with and get off. It's the only way they allow them to cum anymore. Isn't that diabolical. It helps reinforce or for you bitches to associate Your orgasms with a Woman's strap on dildo. You poor thing. Given time that will be you but the rewards will be great. You will get to be the sweet little bitch you know you need to be and Mistress's will have her orgasms but fucking Your little pussy. Isn't that nice? My how our world is changing."
 
"Ok, show me and show Betsy how much she means to You. Open up your lips and kiss her all around her head. No, don't try to just take it in Your mouth like that misha. I'm sorry i slapped You but You have to learn to do things right. Now start again with soft kisses on the head of my cock. That's a girl, very nice. That's it, make your kisses a little wetter. Good girl. Now let me see You take it into Your mouth. Make it nice and wet for me. Show me how much You want to be my little bitch. You can do better than that, show me misha".
 
i could feel Mistress Brenda tugging on my balls with my leash urging me to follow her instructions. my clit was bobbing around as i tried to worship my first strap on dildo. i couldn't understand how i could be so excited, embarrassed, repulsed, and not able to stop. i just felt her tugging on my leash and i heard her cooing into my ears repeatedly that i was getting better that i just had to keep listening to Her.
 
"That's it now try to go a little deeper for me, let me feel You take me deeper. i almost gagged. Mistress Brenda just laughed and told me it was the same for all the girls the first time they try to suck a cock". i had my head down and coughed a bit. When i stopped Mistress Brenda told me to look up at Her. She told me that it was a good first try and that she was proud of me. She told me to keep looking at her while she rolled her cock across my lips and face. See, doesn't it feel nice all wet like that? Don't you like the way that feels against Your face? Yes, i think you do. Now one more time. Show Mistress Brenda how much you want to please her. Show me that you are really sincere about being my bitch. Let me see You take more and more of my cock. As You take my cock i want you thinking about how little Your cock is and how a Woman like me needs a nice big hard cock like this. You can't help yourself you're just such a slut can you? Show me how much You want to be my bitch, show me - this is your reward now - you could be scrubbing toilets but instead i let You suck on my cock. If You don't do a good job i will have you scrubbing the toilets in 15 seconds again. Now show me how much you need to be my little bitch. Let me hear my little bitch moan. Moan for Mistress so that she know how much her bitch needs her cock. Let me here your sweet little moans for nice thick cock. i know you wish you had a nice thick cock like this so that you could satisfy a woman like me. it must be hard to have such a little cock and know that you can not properly satisfy a women. i bet you were one of those guys that always had to go down on a woman to get her off. We'll put that to good use, honey don't you worry. It's your little clit that just isn't much good to us except wrapped in your little panties to help you become our obedient little maid. Little sissies like you make the best maids. You have to make up for your inadequacies somehow don't you? You're moaning really sweetly i will take that as agreement misha. Show Mistress Brenda how much you want to make her cum. That's it, good girl, good little bitch, make Mistress cum. STOP, STOP right NOW!!!".
 
"What do You think You are doing? i could feel you rubbing your panties up and down my leg you little slut. i put my leg in between yours to help steady You because this was new to You. I didn't even mind that You were getting some enjoyment from it. I allowed it because You were showing such promise. But, STAND UP. Pick up your skirt and apron. Not like that, two hands with elbows out. Do you understand that you NEVER ever ever cum without a Woman's permission? i don't care where you are, from now on if You can't speak or contact your Mistress you don't orgasm. We control all of your orgasms now. All of them. You will cum when we say, how we say, in front of others, alone, on your knees, in your panties, maybe in our hand which you will lick clean, BUT you will never again cum without the permission of a Women. Do you understand misha? i could have had you scrubbing toilets, washing my panties, sweaters, ... no i allowed You to suck my cock and this is how You repay me. This is a big part of your training. You must learn to worship a Womans strap on dildo do you understand? You can't do that properly if you cum in your panties everytime you do it. Now lift your skirt and apron. NOT like that, two hands with elbows out just like a proper maid. I don't want to keep reminding you that you are my little bitch. If you want to continue in service you must follow the rules. No tell me your new rule".
 
The entire evening was spiraling around me. Mistress Brenda had was referring to me as her and misha and i was standing in front of her holding up an apron and skirt so that she could inspect my panties. What had happened. Why did i need to do this. i couldn't explain it. All i know is that when she took her little crop and spanked the bottom of my balls that my penis/clit bounced up and down because i was so excited.
 
"misha, there is one good point here that i want you to observe. I noticed that after I admonished You that Your little clit got harder again. You seemed scared and then being more scared of me helped it to get hard. That is what we're looking for a a proper little bitch. You must have an overwhelming desire for strong feminine authority. Very good. Now let me hear You tell me your new rule".
 
There i stood in my heels, zippered stockings, maid's outfit and all being held up "like a proper maid" so that Mistress could inspect my panties. "From this day on i will never ever orgasm without the permission of a Woman no matter where i am. If i can not receive permission from my Mistress i will be obedient and stay in chastity for Her".
 
Mistress Brenda told me to kneel. She slowly picked up her nylons and put on her heels without her nylons. Then she picked up her napsack and pocketbook and walked to the door. Smiling at me she said, "i am leaving, you are to crawl into that corner and think about what you have learned tonight. Stay in that corner for 15 minutes thinking of all that you have learned so that you never forget it. Do not dare raise of your knees for 15 minutes and do not dare think any other thoughts other than how you are becoming and how you can become a better little bitch for me and all my dominant Sisters. You did very well today, you have nothing to be ashamed of, i am proud of you and i want you to be proud of yourself that you have the courage to be the little bitch that you were made to be. Welcome to the world of FEMDOM my sweet little bitch. Good night.