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i seek forever
i have only ever given that from myself
and i seek to get it in return
in a way that is beyond a collar
beyond a ring
beyond pretty vows and words

im 10" of 20 years of tantra
and 169iq of 20 years of the most
extreme no limitless slaves
each one different tiny limits
and twenty years of me shaping them to match their dreams

their dreams are not mine though
and so they don't dream of being totally owned
and every moment diving deeper into their lust

children families normal things they also dream of
and so i let them go to live those dreams
i leave them stronger than when we met
and having the experience of knowing what it feels like to be a true
piece of property 247 every thought stitch of clothing
matching OUR talks and dreams and thoughts

i got tired of every six years or so
having to hunt another person with a hunger
to live their dreams

my dream is someone that thirst to be a sub or slave
not for a while to explore it all
but forever to explore everything they can imagine

knowing i not only dream but do live and make
art and research
the same

always have
always will

so the fans of my past life as art projects
told em to come here.. and to not leave until i found
another dreamer
who would crave to have this dream

not for a few years and wait for me to go nilla part time
and eventually full
btu for a lifetime they want to explore
the spaces between us

... about me:

i don't have limits..
i have never owned a "brieder"
im too extreme for them luckily

ive doen everythign else
toys and medical play
no longer give me even any sort of rush
nor do whips and chains and most bondage
is weak compared to the soul

im sorry
all

i am skilled at all thsoe things on yoru fetish list
i have passion for them all
but the only extreme thing to me

is forever

ive only given that of myself
so i have no idea what everyone else is even thinking
when they kiss or touch or fuck

btu i came to this site to explore the oudnaries of whats possible in the world
i ran out fo things to explore
and so i was stuck on this one website

where other peopel who claim they cannot find the next
unknown thing imagined by our race
but not lived

i see images and videos of what im looking for
at places all over
peopel link to them

but the reality of a truly owned dehumanized human
every cognitive scientist on earth will say
no record of it yet

i want to change that
i am a cognitvie scientist
and i am only passing through this so called "lifetyle"
and website
as a consumer

here be wanna be monsters
and in the world we have images of them

more detail not possible without reality to back it up

i exist to explore the reality of female fantasies

so i came here.. because women in other places
like the ones in bdsm porno videos
or the ones at munches and such

fantasize about things
that they do not actually search for in reality ENOUGH
or they serve the temporary physical and mental experiences
or play those roles
for less than forever for less than a specific owner
who i less than
hungry for every fantasy they have

i am here for that
im the most extreme dominant im aware of
not by choice intent will or desire
but because the dreams of those i owned made my reality

exactly that
i want to own a woman who is unable to find any human
capable of being their Owner teacher mentor or Dominant

if you are a female Domme
i am interested in you too
i am well versed in every geek subject you could possibly imagine
and i hunted the best scientists in a variety of subjects
to teach me
staring 30 years ago

my real world resume makes Neo's look sad
1/20/2014 6:30:14 PM

today a friend of mine listening to jay z 
asked me who "mansa musa" was
since my friend was a muslim, it was easier to explain
plus "wealthiest human in recorded history" helped
it was at that moment
because i was asked WHO?
as if there are people that didn't even know he existed
no one knows i exist
and now having lived a relatively normal life
for two years
i never really knew people existed

i wonder who is the most curious woman on earth
about the idea of being completely consumed and remade from the inside out
by the soul f the creature
they wish to become
to die
to live for
to serve and summon
little sister
who is the big sister
you wanna cum for so bad
the all of you pours down her thirsty mouth
even as you pour down mine

PrincessAshNich
 
 Age: 21
 Russia