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(Edit) Back after a break and looking for a new plaything (old)Just browsing for now and maybe meet some new friends to chat with, see what happens after that.



So I am a BBW, Im big, Im beautiful and I love it and not going to change. I am also divorced and I have a temper. But I was cheated on and have a lot of anger from that.



So my ideal would be a man that I can do anything to and take my temper out on and be the boss of. I am mentally sadistic and you would have to be able to deal with that.



I like the idea of cuckolding, pegging, humiliating and generally making my slave do disgusting things for me. And lots of ass worship under my big dirty ass!



So anyway will add more later
11/24/2021 3:34:06 AM

Back after a few years break and plenty real life experience to work out my kinks as well as having had a decicated BDSM flavor relationship. Please read my previous entries to get my measure.

 

I am still as sadistic as before but even more perverted. Looking for a plaything, firstly perhaps at weekends and see where it goes.

Biggest change though. I am now comfortable as a Domme Mommy. That will be the title my sub will know me by. If that peaks your interest message me, if it doesnt then move on. 

 

Keywords to think about. Daipers/nappies, pegging, chastity, cuckolding, humiliation. 

10/16/2016 4:08:01 AM
lol so this is kinda sad how many guys on a beautiful sunday morning are writing to me with all your dirty fantasies! But a few of you got me wanking with your stories and video links and ive made a big squirty mess all over myself so well done there!

So feel like sharing my thoughts about all these ideas, will add to this as they come up.

Firstly, the ' You're a BBW are you into Fedeer fetish?' Never thought about it as a fetish but if you want to cook for me and feed me then fuck aye, why not, even better cooking and serving me an d a boyfriend so we can humiliate you! Do i want to get even bigger? Hmmm dont know, im not unhappy with my looks, im a big chunky girl but much bigger isnt going to do my back much good. A slave to ride around on and to hold my tits up is a nice idea as was suggested but the reality? Doubtful.

The whole Dom Mummy story and videos I was sent were hot as hell. To answer a few questions no i dont have kids and if I understand the reason of the question, then I can state that no of course i would not be interested in that! I was turned on by how uncomfortable and humiliated the adult slave was and how much of a head fuck it was for him. I do like the idea of slave half my age though who is sexually inexperienced who i could head fuck and humiliate so little boys between 18 and 25 who want to be kept in nappies by Mummy are welcome while i explore this.

And wow, it seems like biggest question and desire is wait for it, to eat my shit! So to answer this, yes i like taking a dump, yes i fucking love having my ass rimmed, no i have never done this but hell, sure if i was sure about safety issues i would do this but again, its hotter if the person doesnt actually want to this and im forcing them! Nobody as yet seems to have admitted actually doing this so im still interested what the fuck does it taste like???? lol

ok bored now so more later


10/16/2016 2:57:00 AM
Well it seems to me this whole 'slave' thing would be a bit unrealistic, i mean are you really going to be naked in chains on your hands and knees 24/7? Would it not get boring? It strikes me that its something someone would want to do for a few hours to get their rocks off then go back to normal! Then again is it any more unrealistic then someone who could take being constantly verbally abused and humiliated and mind fucked inside a relationship.
I have a nasty side to my personality and i would love to let it out with no restraints but dont know if anyone would actually be able to take that? 

Other thoughts on this whole scene, lots of sissies contacting me. Dont know but if you enjoy being dressed like that so much where is the fun for me? The idea of taking a young pretty boy who isnt into it and forcing him to do it is hot but most of the photos im being sent look ridiculous. So dont expect me to be all pc about this, im doing this for me and i dont give a fuck about your fetishes lol

anyway, just a morning ramble
10/15/2016 3:49:40 AM
So wow what a truly pathetic bunch of losers in my first couple of days! lol I didnt realise exactly how many men want to be treated like shit! funny how you never meet them in real life though they always want to be the big man then! Im imagining most of these guys just want a 'scene' to be bossed about and then go back to their usual fucked up male ways of treating women like shit.

To be honest, i dont know too much about this whole slave thing. My fantasies were someone who i can bully, abuse and fuck other guys in front of him and when i get mad just takes it and doesn't hit back! ive never used any tools so it would be new to me actually beating someone with something but i like the idea of my belt!

Cant believe how many guys want me to shit on them! I knew people did it but this is ridiculous. Anyone actually do this? What the hell does it taste like?

Oh and Im liking all these young guys. that pathetic little boy (you know who you are!) who wrote me looking for a Mummy made me piss myself but the story you sent me nearly wore out my dildo so credit there! I thionk i could be a rather good Mummy, id quite like a pathetic little boy in a nappy to bully (over 18 of course!) so any young i repeat YOUNG as in under 25 guys interested in that sort of thing welcome to hit me up, my imagination is running away with its self.
mistresslonnie
 
 Age: 20
 Beverly hills, California