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| oh the dreaded exposé on ourselves...
well I am freaking giant and massive (no not a fat slob), so if you don't like to feel like a ragdoll next to your man, move along, on the other hand if you like to feel tiny, vulnerable and all the emotional goodies that comes with it.... keep on reading.
Who am I? oh the existential question... it would be far easier to say what i like and dont, so am gonna do just that.
1st DO NOT play any kind of techno, hip-hop whatever near me, ever. everything else is welcomed. I can find satisfaction in the littlest things as long as they are constructive (not specifically building a house or a deck or repairing a car). I just hate laying around wasting what precious time we get down here.
Am a music lover, play a little guitar, but dont consider myself a guitarist, and i cant sing for shit, but enjoy it beyond reason. Love karaoke, but as i mentioned suck at it, but who the hell cares, i love it. I tend to lean toward classic rock songs as my favorite style of music, but really starting to enjoy blues, and all its "spinoffs"... favorite song in the world? probably love me tender... not for the lyric or music... just find myself every so often singing it for no reason whatsoever... almost went to get a catscan of my brain once to see if it could be located.
I absolutely love building shit, furniture mainly, and then just gifting it away, because well my house is already full and do not have the space for it all. My second greatest passion is drawing, or painting. I do love oil painting, but find canvases to be boring, so i tend to lean toward airbrushing.... hmmm for lack of a better word.... stuff.
Dog lover, always owned a dog, always rescues, except for a 3 year stretch where..., well its a long story that i wont tell here. cats arent exactly stupid... but they suck and quickly get on my nerves.
I love goofy people and clumsy people, they make life worth living, do not know why seeing someone trip and fall is funny, but it just is.
English is a language that i picked up, at some point in my life without really trying, just realized one day that i could understand it. call it overexposure.
I love math, and calculate odds, averages and ratio of everythign all the time without trying, and more importantly wanting to
things i hate: Bad teeth, or fat people who look like they havent washed in three months, i do not mean fat people in general (ive been with my share of curvy women) you know the type i mean, disgustingly greasy looking fatsoes...
hoboes are sad, and make me feel cheap, so i drop money, then regret it, because i know in the end im not helping them. so i do not like them or myself when theres one around.
I am NOT a fan of mowing the lawn. Stupid pointless repetitive task.
I hate, absolutely hate stupidity, i do not mean retards, i mean people who are stupid, i am assuming voluntarily. Also hate posers.
oh almost forgot, i fucking hate those who wear a cap slighly to the side... wth is that??? it gets on my nerve way more then my brain allows me to understand.
yet another thing i hate, is the politically correct. I mean for christ sake, why the hell are secretary called personal assistants? or retards mentally challenged? fatties are overweight and what was so wrong with black men and women??? really african american?? do anyone really use that word?? Its not that im intentionally offensive, when i say retarded, its clinical.... the guy suffers from mental retardation.... hence retard. no big deal, not seeking to "harm anyone"... words for their meaning.
ok a bit about why im here....
well im looking for my peer, not just a doormat to put my dick in, i can get that on my own in real life without what am assuming is gonna be an exhaustive search here. While i enjoy humiliation in the bedroom and in private for fun, if i cannot respect you, or at least your values all im gonna see is an expiration date on your forehead.
Slave, sub.... doesnt really matter to me, what do matter, is that you are naturally submissive... i do not mean you bow down and submit to anyone asshole who raise its voice... i mean i am looking for someone who dreams of obeying the will of someone they respect.
To me, submission without love, is fine as long as their is devotion and respect.
How do i see a D/s relationship dynamic? a bit like a parenthood. One side demands, the other should listen. When that fails to happen, the situation is corrected with punishments. Hopefully harsh, no-mercy punishments until the lesson is learn. Punish and repeat until obedience seeps to the surface. It should feel like lessons in obedience at all times.
I thrive and crave power, so pain to me, is fun in the sense that it allows me to give or take pleasure, to inflict or limit punishments, in its essence... control.
as for the "lifestyle" interest.... well i cant say i have the one fetish.... and all consuming passion for one thing... like the people who gets off on latex or feet....
I love so many aspect of this life.... Id have to check most boxes.... and then create a list 5 times as long...
things i do not get into.... beastility (while i understand it, and do not judge people into it, it does not excite me), blood turn me off, and scat is a big no no no no. beside that... im willing to try anything i havent yet at least once to see.... and repeat which i already have, and mine didnt, assuming it was somethign that didnt really call to me.
I love bondage in its essence that it restricts movement, but in reality it just seems pointless, I'd rather wield respect or fear and use that to create psychological bindings.
What about you?
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officially hate having a song stuck in my head been three days now, since i've watched raising hope and i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know.... i know....
thats the only GD part of the song that stuck, not even the good part, think i pissed the big guy off.
make it stop!!! lol :p |
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