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My name is Benito "PHoeNIX" Tovar Jr. I am 34 y.o. and have re-introduced myself into The Lifestyle after 4 years absence. Some may ask "why I do not use a screen name". I feel that screen names are a facade. And if I want to find someone real in this Lifestyle, then I must be totally real to those that I approach. Therefore, I will no longer use a screen name.
In addition, to being involve in BDSM, I have many other "passions" in my Life that I want to share. Literature, Art, Music, Movies, Anime, Illustration, and Photography. I want to be able to share these things with someone. Especially in my art and photography. She will be my friend, my lover, my muse.
What am I looking for? I am looking for someone that can stimulate my mind and body. I am seeking someone who is intelligent and spirited and open. Someone that can inspire me and be inspired by me. Someone that is willing to grow with me. Share with me. And be with me. No matter what Life brings us. The good. The bad. The extremely ugly.
What am I hoping to find, at least? Friendship. If anything else. I will no longer risk myself, emotionally or mentally, to the potential of something greater and be let down again due to my checkered past. I want to be able to know and learn more about a person other than the Lifestyle aspect.
I am not sure what else to say at this point. However, I am open to all inquiries and will respond to those that are interested.
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It's been a while since I last posted in my journal. Many changes have occured. Some good. Some bad. I will not post those changes here. If you wish to know... ask. But I now look to the horizon with a new sense of optimism. It will be a struggle to full my goals and obtain what I want and desire, However, I know that I can accomplish it. |
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I have had a very interesting week. I have been introduced to beautyandbrains by my Best Friend, AndeDiqiu. Since this introduction, I have been talking with her alot and I believe that I have found what I have been seeking. She is a wonderful woman and I look forward to the times that W/we spend together (online and on the phone). I look forward to the time that W/we actually meet and see each other.
So far, we have talked about our various interests in Life and some of our past accomplishments and disasters. I am honored to have been blessed with such a person. As I said before, I am looking forward to what the future will bring. For Me and My Beauty. |
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Well... My marriage is offically ANNULLED! I am a free man now. Let the world shudder in fear and terror. I am once again seeking one who is my equal. However, she would also be my slave/sub. I would treat her with kindness and Love. As well as with a firm hand. *wink* And if all goes well, she will be my muse. My friend. My lover. My slave. My love. My one. |
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Marriage is a joke. I found this out pretty quickly when my soon-to-be ex-wife asks for an anullment. Well, I am diffenately NOT going down that road again... at least for a while... if at all. I am once again seeking someone that is kinky. A masocist with a brain. Someone that wants more than just a good fuck. I want someone that will grow as I learn and improve on skills as a Dom. I want someone that will inspire me and be inspired by me. Is that really too much to ask? |
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| More About Me |
Hobbies: I enjoy reading, drawing, and photography. I also like watching T.V., listening to music and going to the movies.
Latest News: I have recently gotten married to a wonderful woman who understands who I am. We have an open marriage which has been, is, and will always be based on trust, honesty, and understanding. | |
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| Age: 27 |
| Karlsruhe,
Germany |
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