Well, I did it today. I told my Dom, even though a huge part of me didn't want to, that I couldn't be his anymore. He was fine with it, told me I had a good learning experience, and now I was more aware of what I want.

Which is true. I know I can't be a slave. I'm sure that there are many confident masters out there who think they can train me. And perhaps with a man of my own I would be confident as his slave. But, I can't share a man 24/7. I need his love and attention, I need to be his main girl, even if his slave girl.

I dunno, what a bummer. Peace =D