Wow, so many people on here dont read profiles before they send messages. It gets kind of annoying after awhile.
Anyway, the last few weeks have been very enlightening for me. After all I'm at the age of self discovery. I've discovered that I might not be as submissive as I thought I was, well outside of the bedroom at least. I realized that I like the illusion of control being taken away rather than control actually being taken away. Most people probably dont understand that, but it's what I want.
It seems like I'm a completely different person than when I signed up for this site a couple years ago. While some of my desires have changed, most of my beliefs have not. I was such a niave little girl it seems like when I look back. When I signed up I was a virgin, who knew a lot about sex, with no experience. I didn't realize how much changes with experience. I lost my virginity to the man in the previous post. We've been together for over two years now, going on three. We've tried a lot of different things together. I love him, plain an smiple. I've had my doubts about him, but who doesnt especially when it comes to love. He's proven himself to me, he knows me inside and out...and I'm very grateful for that. He can read me like a book. He knows when I'm upset or happy or whatever just by looking at me...how many people are actually able to say that? I'm starting to get like that with him, it took him a little longer to open up...but it'll happen. :-)
Honestly, all I'm looking for now is friends. I'm not looking for anything else...so stop asking, please! |