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BellaAngel

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NOT LOOKING ANYMORE!!!! :) Hello All, I am currently exploring this wonderful new realization. Just a few short years ago, a very dear and wonderful friend introduced me to this lifestyle in the hopes that I would find a world that might make me feel accepted, welcome, and loved. He has said that it was something that he noticed and sensed in me that lead him to be believe it would. In the beginning, I didn't understand why he thought to bring this into my life. After all, what I knew of this lifestyle was what you see on tv and movies. Painted in not so good light as many of you know. Didn't like the idea of being hurt, beaten, humiliated. Wasn't into all those "weird" fetishes, wearing constricting leather, being on the other end of whips and paddles and other objects, being told what to do by someone who had more power over me than I did. And even more activities that I won't list that scared me to death. It was no a good view that I had. On top of which I was still fairly inexperienced in vanilla relationship as well. I would not dismiss it but I still looked upon it with hesitation. My friend sat me down and had a conversation. One of many over the years on the subject. He wanted me to know about the lifestyle even if I would never submit to it. At the very least, he wanted me to learn about it and have a newer and better prospective on the lifestyle. Over time we had many discussion and I did a lot of research on the subject. He gave me many resources and was alsways there to answer any questions, concerns, or needed explanations. It was something that he wanted me to discover myself and he would be there to help whenever I needed. It was never forced onto me. One day, after a long hiatus of discovering, I searched a website for information and I after spending a few hours reading, I had my emotional realization of how I found "a home." I immediately called my friend with happy tears in my eyes and he dropped everything he was doing to come over to be with me. Was definitely and emotional "homecoming" for lack of a better word. And the cherry on top was the physical experience that he has given me as well. It has definitely connected us in a very big way. I hope one day I can have him as my master once all has relaxed with our personal schedules. Now I'd like to find friends and like minded people to talk with. Both submissive and dominant men and women. New and experienced to share their experiences and stories etc with me. Let talk! :) Thanks for reading and hope to chat with you soon.

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4/15/2009 8:26:43 AM

I really appreciate the amount of interest and love I've been receiving from all you lifestylers.  It means the world to me. However, It's so annoying to be continuously asked something that you can easily ascertain by simply reading my profile. Please take the time to read my profile before emailing me. I would appreciate it immensely.  KISSES TO EVERYONE!!!


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kalesti
 
 Age: 29
 Adak, Alabama