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Thank you for stopping and taking the time to read my Nella.
Let me start by saying if you're married or otherwise involved in a committed relationship of any kind then we are not compatible. Please don't waste your time trying to convince me to be poly with you and your significant other. It's not going to happen. I can accept fair open and honest nonmonogamy but not polyamory.
Same thing if youre in youre in teens or 20s or over 60. That puts you in the same age bracket as some of my children or my parents and thats just too uncomfortable for me. "Age is just a number" is just a way to to violate another person's boundaries without taking responsibility for that violation. Dont argue with me about what makes me uncomfortable please. A Dom should know better.
I have spent my entire adult life involved in some way shape or with the lifestyle. It is not a game but a way of life between people who genuinely care about each other in my perspective. Although sex may be a big part of this way of life, it is not the end all be all of it. Despite what some Doms have tried to tell me, compatibility IS vitally important.
I am seeking a long term relationship dynamic with a Daddy Dom with som DDlg components and some Master slave components. Basically a good fit for my amalgam personality. I am a babygirl, that is a woman with childlike personality traits. I have nonsexual regressive little (5-6 yo) aspects to my personality as well. Please respect the nonsexual aspect of these times. Not doing so can severely trigger C-PTSD events.
As far as the lifestyle goes, when I choose to submit to a Dom, He is my God. He is my guiding source and my service to Him is my light, my joy, and my honor. He is my safe space. He is my accountability. I can be my true and authentic self with Him when I cannot be with anyone else... There are some things that are like committing sins against my God to me, such as insertion during masturation without being ordered to and orgasming without permission ... ever.
Braham Stokers Dracula, 1992, is my favorite movie of all time. Its where all my werewolf fantasies originated from actually, Lucy is my he hero! As for my screen name, I can become extremely primal during sex but have not met a good match in this regard.
I am a strong, confident, intelligent, creative woman. A daughter, sister, mother, friend, neighbor, lover, submissive, little, primal, so many components making up a single whole human being, beautiful in all my rough edges and flawed like everyone else. I am extremely self aware and very blunt. Often my frank honesty is mistaken for rudeness or even as superiority. I cannot control what these closed minded people think and judge me as without getting to actually know me first.
I recognize and acknowledge that our wants and needs often are not one and the same. It seems to me that most people cannot tell the difference let alone know themselves well enough to know either one.
I am on autism spectrum. Communication is is extremely important to me, however I do struggle with not having much of a filter in addition to bring blunt which often leads to being perceived as snippy or rude when i am genuinely not trying to be.
I also play minecraft bedrock edition a lot and would love to have more friends on x box to play it with. I collect board games, and decks of cards, teapots and teacups, skulls and sugar skulls. I ride a trike, Honda Shadow with a custom built steel kit on it. Im a crazy cat person. Photography and painting are a few more of my hobbies as well. Im very crafty.
Please dont be shy, feel free to not just say hi but really introduce yourself. I invite you to be interesting and charming as long as youre for real.
It has been brought to my attention that some Doms that I did not get along with for various reasons are attempting to give me a reputation to proceed me for being obstinate, think Im smarter than everyone else, judgemental, and a fraud. Primarily because I do not share their beliefs regarding how this lifestyle SHOULD be lived. I will clarify here for those that have made it this far and may wish to know that TO ME the beauty of this lifestyle is that every dynamic is as unique as the people involved in it. THERE IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG WAY TO LIVE THIS LIFE if what youre doing is mutually consensual and works for all involved. The community in which I am an active member of is of like mind on this matter. If you do not agree please do not waste your time sending me hateful messages. It is demeaning only to yourself.
Thank you for reading my unusually long profile.
Stay safe out there.
Many blessings on your journey.
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