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I have been lurking around this site for a couple of years or so--sometimes searching for the right relationship, but most often frustrated. Everyone has different needs, for sure, but am beginning to wonder if what I am looking for even exists.
What I look for, simply, is someone abut whom I can obsess. Someone who will get into my head in such a way that I can think of nothing but her. I look for an engaging, long-term relationship with a dominate woman, based on intelligent conversation with perhaps a bit of sexual tension thrown in. A relationship in which we get to know each other, to understand each other, and to develop a mutual trust. A relationship where she knows what drives me and is able to use that to manipulate me--not threaten me or make me beat myself with a belt--but by knowing I am obsessed about her and can do nothing but obey. She has me under her considerable power and she knows it. I am helpless.
Perhaps this woman has a way of teasing me, leaving me on the edge of a powerful orgasm but not allowing me to go over the line. My mind is totally on her as I reach a state of arousal beyond belief, but am left just with an obsession.
I don't rule anything out, but it is not my primary goal to find someone who wants to torture me physically. I am not looking for someone to whom I can show my genitalia and I am not looking just to "get off." I am looking for someone I can't get out of my mind. Someone that I think about when I get up and still is on my mind when I go to bed. Someone who will challenge my intellect and inspire my passion.
I am an educated, fairly articulate individual and can carry on a conversation. I have a sense of humor and do not take myself over-seriously. I have a family that I love, but need this special obsession in my life. Will you be that obsession?
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