Every play date I've been on so far has been wonderful. I always feel so opposed to playing with older Doms but the best play date by far was with one. He lives in Boston and I don't drive so he payed for a car to come and pick me up. He reserved a gorgeous suite for us at the Seaport Hotel. I didn't expect the night to be so fancy and was worried that what I was wearing wasn't elegant enough for the dinner he had planned. I didn't even have to tell him the way I was feeling, he could sense my fussiness and took me shopping. He bought me a beautiful Gigi Tarina gown and we went to dinner.  We talked for what seemed like forever over a delicious meal then went back to our room. I could tell at first he was testing me, seeing what I could take. Once we were both comfortable the night was just a blur of amazing pleasure and intense pain. I loved every minute of it and can not wait to see him again :)

I consider myself a nice person. I try to be courteous to anyone who messages me. I don't care if you're a 70 year old man, if you take the time to message me and tell me I'm beautiful I will take the time to say thank you. If I tell someone politely that I'm sorry but I think they're too old for me and they continue to explicitly talk about the things they want to do to me. Not answering doesn't make me a bitch, it makes you an asshole for calling me one. I respect everyone I come across and expect the same. If your daughter or grand daughter was my age I'm sure you wouldn't appreciate someone  talking to her that way.

I'm starting to like this site more. I've met some complete assholes but I've also met some very sweet guys who seem very genuine and have made me feel very comfortable here. I've realized how hard it is to decide what I want. I've been propositioned to be a full time slave which frankly scares me a bit. I've been asked to be a pet which seems adorable and so much fun but I'm not sure if it will satisfy me. The idea of being a spoiled babygirl is just so enticing. Princess by day, slut by night, who wouldn't love that. I guess the only way to know what I want is to try it all.

I'm going to see Dave Matthews Band today! I'm excited about the fact that I'll get to reunite with a lot of college friends.  It's gonna be good to spend a day away from CM. Since I joined 2 days ago I haven't been able to log off. I feel the compulsive need to stay completely on top of my messages. And with the number of 50 year old men that continue to message me it's getting difficult.