The mail bag brought in this tid-bit;

With regards to your racism questions, W/we discussed my issues and after, i confessed to being afraid of both the Black and Hispanic populations.  The Mistress i serve has graciously arranged new opportunities for me to surrender to both Male and Female Black dominants.

The end results are that as i embrace surrendering and obedience, i have been able to serve a number of Black Men and a one Black Female Dominant. i still feel fear but with practice, can entirely accept the chance to submit and please Them as They deserve to be served. i am completely unqualified to make choices or decisions. i have absorbed that unqualified service is appropriate for a boy becoming a slave.

Can someone make sense of what guys mean when they refer to an on-line slave?

Does anyone have a sense of how racism impacts those we chose to have serve us, as dominants?

My observations are that Black Men and Black Women prefer white boys and girls to serve as slaves.

With White Men and White Women, it does not seem so distinguished.  

Mexican dominants seem to prefer the white boys but the choice seems more mixed with Females.

With Asians, it seems The powerful Ones want  the white boys but Asian girls don't seem to care.

Do you have an observation or preference?

slaves don't have or offer opinions. I don't care what you think and certainly have no interest in trying to persuade you. Either show up or not but don't offer excuses because I simply don't care. you offer value to me or you don't. 

In conjunction with a business associate, I’ve expanded a new opportunity to enhance the opportunity for men to devote themselves for my benefit.  The plan calls for neutered boys feminized and placed in the position to satisfy paying customers.

We have a new and remodeled building with almost 20 boys in full time service at this point. The demand has proven to be ever expanding so another 10 slaves would be of value.  If you silly boys are ready to slip into full time enslavement, you should get back to me. ideally 18-35 yo with slim build but exceptions are possible.

For those who keep telling me they want to be of service to me personally, this is your best choice. your efforts will benefit me in the ways I desire and expect. The opportunity offers the chance to travel the world and a great retirement plan. You will live a life of male inferiority and struggle to obey.

How about those Chargers!

I have a friend and associate who wants to try a cutting. We need a couple of boys this weekend who are ready to lose their stuff, knowing they are being used to teach a good lesson to a wonderful Woman. I want her to feel the power-rush that comes as the process demonstrates Her influence and his loss.

Stop telling me what you like or want or need.

you want attention, tell me what you have to give or provide?

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Regarding the cut slaves who went to Brazil;

I have an associate who discovered a niche and is profiting from it. There is a demand for fem boys and in the distributing of these boys; she is making a decent living.

The boys are given some permanent attributes they don’t come with naturally. Permanently enlarged and red lips, facial makeup tattooed in place and lazed  hairless bodies along with no male genitals is the norm and in demand. Of course, the need to be giving and eager to satisfy helps to gratify her customers. She discovered neutered men make better slaves and much more compliant.

The lady started her business with just two slaves 3 years ago. it  grew to seven now with the additional four, who are working daily to satisfy her growing requirement and demand.   each of the new slaves has many opportunities to exercise their talents and to add to this Ladies business and lifestyle. The down side is this past year,  three were either taken or sold off to demanding customers so she is expecting a need for more boys to satisfy the growing demand. Her expectations are she will need 3-5 new boys a year but possibly more.

a heads-up to you and those seeking reality;

If you are over-weight by more than 10%, lose the fat before asking for attention. An acceptable boy should have figured out how to control his eating.

If you are over 40 yo, sorry but you are too old for my tastes. 

I only do reality.  Beyond a smile for the ignorant, suggesting some distant play session or online fantasy is interesting, you are just fooling yourself. Get a grip.

I believe I have enough to pick from now. in a few months, I'll post how these boys worked out for everyone's entertainment.

I am currently interested in a thin or skinny boy. Age is less important that an eager attitude. 

needs to be available to relocate fairly soon, once a decision is made. 

This would be a full time situation and non-negotiable. 

It is yes or no, not maybe.

If yes, send a full body picture and we can talk.

I expect a lot of wannabes whining. Please avoid this.

No excuses, no explanations. 

By assignment, I will share my experience with the loss of my balls. This happened 9 months ago, Jan 4, 2013.

I had really been against it and could not imagine actually having it happen, even though it was a topic of conversation, I thought it was a fantasy concept. I admit to having no understanding of what affects it would have on me. CBT was something we did a lot and I enjoyed the attention and was learning to enjoy the intensity it brought to our experience.

Often Ma’am would have me beg to do more or experience more than I was use to and I would comply. She loves to hear me beg with passion.

One day, She had me on the table, tied up and in position. She told me today would be the best ever and that I was in for a big surprise. That day, she gagged me with a dildo, stuck in my mouth and secured. She covered my eyes with rope tied tight.

I could feel a washing and cleaning up of my balls and then a hot line of intense ache, like a pin wheel does but more intense. I could feel the pushing and pulling and then the sewing back of my skin, with the pricks and pulling of skin as the needle went thru the skin.

Within a few minutes, the hood was removed and there, in a glass dish were my balls, bloodied and looking pathetic. And a big smile on Ma’am’s face. She told me she has gone and done it and now it is done. So, no complaining because it is the way it is and now I need to just accept it.

I felt a real shock. Quite a struggle to not speak or complain. My submission was in doubt in the way I struggled. I really had no plan on how or why or where I go from here.

It took a week or maybe two to make the change in my head as to who I am now. I was a man. I am not a man any more but not a woman either. Ma’am explained it to me by telling me I am a slave. No longer a gender was needed to my identity what I am. Simple a slave is all I need to know.

These past months have been quite a trip for me. Hard to accept at first but She constantly told me there is no going back so forget history and accept my new place. Do I want to be happy? I can’t spend my energy remembering but I need to happy with my spot. And that spot is in Her service. and I’ve been successful at finding happiness serving Her.

It used to be there were two parts to me. One part was the part that was ‘me’ and the other part was how I gave myself to Her. Now, there is only one part and it is only the part of giving myself. The ‘me’ part is gone and none existent any more.

She has told me many times now that I am the way She wants and enjoys and what She expects. 

Study: Men With Smaller Testicles Are Better Fathers

http://atlanta.cbslocal.com/2013/09/10/study-men-with-smaller-testicles-are-better-fathers/

A new study from

Emory University finds that men who tend to be a loving parent also have smaller testicles.

This study showed that men with smaller testes exhibited more nurturing activity in their brains when shown pictures of their children. Also, separate surveys from their respective female partners showed that these men were more involved in the upbringing of their children.

So, the obvious next step is to determine how much better they might be without any testicles.

By assignment, i am writing to share my experience as a slave to Ma’am.

It has been two years since i accepted the challenge of full time enslavement. i live in a home with 3 slaves who are also in service.  my life is devoted entirely to obedience and service and i could not be happier. Each day is a gift to the Mistress and all that i do is to bless Her life and provide for Her.

As a youth, i could only imagine such a life, which i did a lot.  But there seemed no way the realism could exist. But after the cutting, effecting my perspective and the altering of it, service was a much improved way to live. my selfishness was stripped away with the loss of my balls. And once i realized the full impact of the change, it was a natural choice to accept full time enslavement.  In fact, i can’t imagine living another existence now. Sometimes it is hard to work so hard but then i consider what i get and how i am and i embrace it even more than before.

i have had the chance to help new slaves to be calmed and settled and to accept this new life and as i do, it reaffirms more the good opportunities i’ve been given too. i easily advocated for a life of enslavement and am a good example of the value i can be. It usually takes a while after the cutting to realize the new way of thinking that will come and it is really only a matter of patience before one will feel and accept it as permanent. That can be difficult at first but once the awareness that this will be forever, then accepting slavery forever is easier too.

At this point, I can’t imagine not being a slave forever.

If you are posting notes from those who agree, I am one and will validate the process you endorse.  I took on a boy about 10 yrs ago who was already a eunuch. He was a remarkable slave and I enjoyed his service and just how attentive he was.  So, when taking on a new slave, I already was a proponent of castration.

Once I knew he was going to be an acceptable boy, I took his balls away with no real worries. Even though his initial reacts were terror and anguish, after he relaxed and settled into his situation, he has become an excellent slave. His purpose in life is to serve me and use his energies to make me  happy. He does well and even though his life is not what he thought it might be, all in all, I am satisfied with what castration has accomplished.  I have also learned to be a better Mistress and not so worried about the slaves worries or concerns. I remind him it is about me and not about you.

Miss Jen

If you are seeking opinions, I have mine to offer as well.

I was the wife and married to a regular man, a good husband when we were introduced to the D/s life.  he came to me and suggested we check it out. In our investigations over the next year, we both decided it would add a great deal to our fairly ‘old-style’ relationship.

I had the good fortune to have a local Dominant as a mentor and we progressively moved into a rather intense and invasive style. Much more to my liking than what we had previously. It actually came very natural to me.

After 3 yrs, I decided a divorce was appropriate so the old husband could really become my slave. Of course, he agreed to surrender all assets into my name and he was left entirely at my disposal. (By the way, the perfect solution to the dissolving of a marriage).

The following year, his balls were removed and the boy who had become a good boy descended into real slavery and much more of the slave he was to become.

That was 4 yrs ago now and there has never been any regrets.  his inclinations have developed remarkable well and so much better today than I could ever have hoped for. My only complaint might be to have not done it sooner.

I recommend castration if you want to change a man into a slave. his life is now pure devotion and unrestrained service and I could not be happier with him.

Just for fun, share how your submissive lifestyle get started or you became aware of your need to serve?

another offers his opinion;

If You want, i can add my 2 cents.

i had a large (12 inch) cock which was the center of my sexuality and actually defined me.  it was a real obstacle to being an honest slave and after it was cut off, i was able to devote myself completely rather than thinking about it.

You took both my penis and sack and balls about 6 years ago and my entire life changed. i can affirm that the process was necessary for the path i needed to walk. my service is pure and in devotion to the One i serve and i love it.

If any want to have my opinion or to discuss this, i can do that.

this is the type of mail I enjoy receiving;

Seems ridicules to say but I'm use to the concept of unquestioned obedience and simply expect it. Excuses or even slow responses only illicit my displeasure and we would not want that, would we?

We started a new jar this weekend. Topped to first one off and put 4 little bloodied balls in the new jar. A fun time was had be all.

The 13th Amendment to the Constitution abolished slavery.  This means that if you are a slave today, it’s either illegal, or you have voluntarily accepted your servitude. 

the injections have proven less than satisfactory and re-injecting once and in some cases, twice has been necessary to reach our goal of eliminating the boys nuts. Ultimately, the results have been successful but a bit too much work to fulfill my 'once and done' hope for designs. 

I wanted to be able to send a boy off and for him to experience the real loss of his so called manhood as he felt his poor little balls dissolve and completely unable to do anything about it. Now, it appears a second visit is required and, if you can imagine this, it's not so easy to get access for a second go round.

I am learning about a fairly un-invasive form of sterilization with the use of injectable calcium chloride. it leaves the boy with balls that over 8 weeks more or less dissolve or reduced to a size of a pea. 

I have done this once now and am watching how if affects the boy. I want to do 6-10 more guys so I can get a better picture of the end results. My preference would be to do them at the same time so comparisons are easier. This requires you to be local to San Diego and available to return once a  week for 8 weeks or until released of responsibility from me.

I am feeling a bit annoyed with myself today. Over the past 4 yrs, I've had a boy in service and so well trained. his energy and attitude are exactly what a slave should have and demonstrated it in an excellent manner in everything he did.

My friend has been here with us for the past month and repeatedly requested to take him home with her. In a moment of weakness, I agreed and yesterday the boy flew out with my friend to his new home in Estonia. 

I will miss what he brought to our home. I am assured though that he is well trained and will show well his pedigree as he serves in the new environment. It is curious how life goes in it's twists and turns.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2207981/Scientists-secret-living-life-men-bad-news-Castration-key.html

One fellow was impressed by my jar of used and useless testicles. he truly felt a desire to offer his little jewels to be added to the jar. it seemed important to him that his sacrifice was honored and his sense was adding his parts to be placed in the jar would add to the memorial of the whole sacrifice thing. he did not want to just give them up for no reason.

I enjoy my collection, no doubt and it is a curious conversation piece those less initiated. Scary actually but cool never the less.

After the process and while the boy  was resting on the table, i placed the collection bowl on the floor and to my amazement, my cats decided dinner was ready.  each cat took a bloody ball and chewed them up while the disappointment was obvious on my clients face.

I said to the boy; "Oh, well. too bad but not a big deal, really."

I had a sweet and delicious experience yesterday, Saturday.

Even though I have destroyed many, many men’s masculinity and changed their lives forever, it has felt somewhat empty because their lives had been lived as they were. I have wanted to change boys before the ‘men’ in them came to life. Getting young boys to live as A sexual beings is the best because they never actually become the beasts so many men become.

Yesterday, we were able to do a local boy and now he will get to live his life without the influence of testosterone. he will accept his place as a servant naturally and more easily realize his value is in pure service. he won’t be impacted by the natural selfishness men’s balls seem to bring them,

In addition, I was able to mentor an inexperienced Woman into the how-to-cut-a-boys-balls-off and empowered Her to feel good about doing it on her own.

My taste in girls leads towards the cute but simple, girl next-door types. 25-35 y/o.

Rather than the moronic emails you send me, try to provide some entertainment value. Share an experience you have had that no one knows about and that is a struggle for your ego to accept? Tell me about an experience that humbled you and you are afraid to share with anyone who knows you?

I have asked my girls and discussed this topic and we have come up with no answers. If you have an opinion, I'd be interested in what is attractive to you about sucking a penis?

I have been training some rats to love to eat meat. With the last 5 excess balls that I've gathered, they enjoyed gobbling them up completely. Now, I'm thinking how great it would be to have these little rats eat a guys balls right off the body and we can enjoy the anguish and torment, screams I suspect and how cool would that be?

My mail box is a powerful reinforcement of how pathetic the male of this species remains and continues to advertise themselves as such.

I have no interest in your pitiable fantasies. Old, fat boys who have zero self-control, seeking Someone to make some thing of value of them offer me nothing.

Put your life in order before you expect to attract the attention of a Women. Become someone of value to attract Another’s attention. It is not the place of Womanhood to make you worth something.

Yes, the boy is now mine the way I like boys.

I have tested a boy now for almost two years. He came and performed beyond what any others have done and I’m hard to impress when it comes to men.

he has received no rewards but consistently served the household. Each week he has supplied the home with groceries and needed supplies. he has watched as the crowds come through and remained steady. he witnessed many boys lose their manhood and only rarely was invited to actually participate, yet has proved his allegiance.

I have consistently reminded him of his age, being too old for my tastes, yet he returns to give and give more. There has been no limit to his eagerness and readiness to obey, whether it is me or my girls.

This weekend, I told him I was impressed enough that I was willing to take him into my family. he will need to move into my home and of course, he will lose both his nuts plus I’ll cut the first half of his penis and eventually reinstall the heavy ring that now is in the PA. he has known this would be required and without hesitancy agreed and cried in gratitude,

Next weekend

More than ever I realize how connected I can be to a woman and how men really are meant to be beasts of burden.

I’ve had a wonderful weekend with a new potential slave girl. Just 30 y/o and able to explore her femininity and submissiveness, really for the first time. We both had a delightful and I believe fulfilling time together.

She also came to see how useless marriage and men are and why investing in that sort of thing is a dead end street. Even though she has been in a reasonable stable marriage for the past 8 yrs, it has left her feeling empty and isolated and without purpose. Going home now, I believe she will make the needed changes so she can again be in my service and have the ability to purely dedicate her life and being to my life and pleasure.

Life can’t get better than what I have experiences this week.

By way of information, if you want my attention, I want to begin any dialogue with the dominate part of your tribe or family. I am not interested in having a discussion with a person who is powerless or can’t make decisions.

No single men, please. Find a partner first, then They can discuss mutual interests with me.

Single female slaves may approach. Be hwp, 20-35 y/o, no existing relationships and within reason, relocation at your own costs within 3 months.

Couples are welcome with dominate females or both submissive personalities. I have zero tolerance for any allegiance and expect obedience and devotion to me. I am willing to teach you but you can’t come expecting a marriage contract to be of significance. 

A letter of interest to you fools;

I was suppose to send you this evaluation letter a few months ago and I must apologize but here it is. Better late than never, right?  I know it’s been a year plus and doubt your remember what the situation was then so I’ll  briefly recap. Hopefully the pictures were worth the wait. Aren’t they great?

My boy robert was not really very good or willing to obey me. At times of convenience he would do things for me but it was really his fetishes that motivated him and not genune submission. Our relationship was mostly vanilla and not what I had intended as a Female-led Relationship. I so appreciate your suggestion to remove his testacies and it’s been worth the effort. I never wanted or valued his tools other than I do enjoy CBT. There are lots of balls to torture so losing his was not really an issue for me.

If you remember, when he recognized what was happening it was a major struggle for him and he was near violence in his reactions. That scared me at the time but continuing was the best choice. Watching him begging me to show him mercy was highly motivating to me to proceed because he had not demonstrated to me the degree of obedience that his begging suggested he would do. I knew he needed my help and cutting him was the best choice.

That has proven to be the best thing and I’ve been happy every day since that day a year ago.

Today he is almost a perfect boy in my opinion. He now focuses his attention on what I want. he never worries about what he does not get and now compliments me by constantly asking what I want or what I wish for and then he does exactly as told to do. he never goes anywhere without permission and after his work-day, he calls to ask what it is I require of him on the way home. he use to run off and get lost and now his attention is to be here with me. he also stopped spending money on himself. Completely changed his attitude and now all those choices are now decided by me. When he gets home from his work, the job-list is waiting and he brings the list to me, kneels down and discusses what I want from him. he does this even when my friends are here and I get so many compliments when they watch him do his best ‘boy’ behavior. Because of my instruction, he is now amazingly respectful of my friends and treats all women appropriately.

It does my heart good when I can see how much energy he has to do the good things he can do. he accomplishes so much more than he ever did before. he does much of the cooking now, and cleans up every single dish or pan. I have not done any house work this year and our home is so spic and span it’s hard to believe the difference. I’m proud to live here and it’s all a credit to you, Ma’am. also he has lost 20 lbs and now is really a hunk and truly enjoyable to my eyes.

My sexual needs are more than ever because watching him obey so easily is quite intoxicating and stimulating to me. he eagerly satisfies me now and as often as I want, he jumps right in and seems to be full of the energy he lacked before. My bath time is wonderful. he draws my bath, attends to my pleasure, makes my dinner and then cleans up and will eagerly come back to massage my feet. Often he will be working into the nite and I have the luxury to watch a few tv shows I really like without worry to his values.

One last thing. we have met a couple who are similar in interests here in the St Louis area. I overheard the two men talking about me requiring the cutting of his testicles and to my delight, my boy was recommending the procedure. he acknowledged his initial fright but also made it clear that now he is a much happier man and that the changes have been for the best in all respects. he was a conflicted guy with an ego that kept him from really being what was best for both me and him. he also was suggesting to the other fellow that he consider losing his balls. I was so pleased to hear him affirm what I have seen in his new behavior.

We owe you a great deal and wanted you to know just what my life is like now in a post testosterone world. If you want, I can send you more of the pictures detailing his healing and the piercings I had done. he is actually proud of the heavy metal rings and wears them like a badge of honor.

Truly appreciative,

Mistress Magnolia

I currently have two slave girls and one boy that in most respects fulfill my needs. I have no need for others to serve me full time as they are quite capable and expert in their duties.

I am using my talents and energies to teach Women how to maintain or develop their status to dominate their partners. It is a delight to assist another woman to free herself from societies hideous degradation and take charge of Her life circumstances. 

To celebrate the holidays, we are planning to cut 4 boys and then they well serve for a nice gathering of hot-dogs and hamburgers BarBQ. 

The boys are already selected and will show up with their Hostess' Saturday am to start the process. Should be a fun time for all (or most).

When you enter my world it's all about ME. It's all about learning to not be concerned with your old self and accepting, becoming, remaking you into something of value to Others and never again worrying about any selfish or personal interests.

your goals and energy are going to be focused outside of yourself as they never have been before. All energy will be focused on service, giving, pleasing Another.

you have no need for any personal pleasure and your reward will be in knowing Someone else has been enriched and made better. Cutting is just one method of remaking you so your weakness does not rule you and you are free to become a proper slave and use your talents in an appropriate manner.

In addition; Once you arrive, it's a done deal. No one ever walks away the same. Do not worry about the method or how it will happen. That is completely unimportant and simple stems from your past attempts at control. The only thing that really matters is recognizing the significant difference in the old man and the new boy and how easy submission comes to your nature once the old tools have been left behind. 

up to 14 sets as of yesterday.

since returning from my Holiday vacation, I have eight (8) sets of balls in a new jar for 2011. I have set up a nice place in Mexico to do the final cutting instead of sending them off to the ER. I like this better and it makes me happy to see the growing collection. 

It also is fulfilling to consider the men who are more like little boys now. 

Saturday will add two more sets to the jar. They are already waiting in my home here, watching videos of what will be there future and starting to cry.

I have zero interest in your fetishes. 

I'd enjoy finding a boy who will come to me and under the proper circumstances, will cut off his own balls while we watch. We will assist in sewing you back together and the little bloody balls will be places in a glass jar to be left w Us.

If I want to play 20 questions or talk to you, I'll let you know.

To all the fools who say they want to be owned by me, consider what that means;

Initially, you will give me an ATM card and keep the account balance @ $2000.00

you will eventually sign a Power of Attorney agreement, giving me full legal control over all decisions in your financial life.

you will put me on as a signer on all of your bank accounts.

you will sign over your car registration into my name.

you will deed to me any and all real estate holdings you have.

I will control all investments, retirement or IRAs, etc and you will have zero worries regarding such.

you will only have access to what I instruct you to deal with regarding any financial aspects of your life. Other than that, you will give up all control over any decision process to me other than continuing earning a good living.

At the end of the process, you may end up living in slavery somewhere else in the world to enjoy what it means in its full context. This is not a game and it’s not a fix for your kink or obsession. 

your investment will be used to satisfy My personal needs as well as the three slaves who now serve me so you realize you are being used appropriately.

from my email;

As ordered, Ma’am,

Over the past month, i have experienced sexual training where increasing levels of electricity was applied to my balls through your tools and with this pain, having been eroticized so i have no control over the results, bringing about an extraordinary bursting of pressure and cum. i do not feel pleasure in this process but only intensity that is impossible to describe, Ma'am.

The pain is severe even now and did not end when the electricity was not turned off, Ma’am. The balls simply ache today and it’s been 10 hrs. it’s curious to me, Ma’am that they also ache to experience this again.

Thank You, Ma’am, i hope this is what You wanted, Ma'am.

david

I do not have an interest in providing answers to your foolish questions. If you provide something of interest to me, I'll get back to you. 

Be aware that I have zero interest in any thing you want unless you happen to be a very attractive young female slave seeking to serve me full time. the men who come to me are simply  providing temporary entertainment. 

Yes, men actually are willing to suffer and lose that which is the center of their universe in order to please a beautiful Woman. How crazy is that?

yes, battery charger cables.

It's amazing when you flip it to the 200 amp fast charge settings. It's important that you have good conduction so it does not burn too badly. Often the boy will eject his cum completely involuntarily but judging from the condition of the poor little things, it's probably not going to happen again.

I have zero mercy for your painful experiences. If you think begging will reduce what is happening, you are simply wrong. 

Some ask about potential damage and my response is for you to realize this is a risky business and shit happens. What matters to me is that the most painful experience is enjoyed by those that matter and those that don't matter pay the price. I appreciate your willingness to sacrifice for my joy. 

It maybe too much to expect but ... I do not care if your little worm or balls function since I have no interest in them functioning. they are designed to cause you extreme discomfort and tears and reduces your attitude to one of nothingness, which is about right.

I really love my life!

I find it amazing how much power the beauty of a Women has over men. they are so weak and helpless in the face of the Feminine attributes; smooth skin, ample breasts, soft voices, beautiful hair that tantalizes. 

These fools will easily and in hast, remove their clothing and kneel to be examined, then they willingly allow hand cuffs, bondage, hoods and then free will is gone. Once shackled and naked you are mine, which is exactly my designs.